whew...yet another day...suppose to go for odac secong trial today...but it was raining like crazy and i have lots of phlemg stuck in my throat so i decided not to go...and jonathan so obviously convinced me not to go...for some reason or another...so that leaves me with astronomy club and running for house ex co...really want to "serve" the school but de campaigning part is quite sian...yupp...ohwells...its reallie eating into me...implicit differentiation?explain in economic terms?electron shielding effect?so foreign...i'm so far away from getting four As....but i will do it! yupp...haha...zoe was like in total shock today cause of de change of houses for de OGLs...she was just like blank...crying blank...but in de end they didn't change so she was like back to her lazy cheery self again...yupp...lifes just weird...i just play and play in school and then boom! i discover i'm actually holding on to a raft...reallie tightly...trying not to sink...but you won't reallie know until you actually sit down and think about it...yupp.. ohyah...just realised something...its good enough to make good enough friends...i used to picture jonathan as like a whatever friend...as in like at times we are reallie close yet at times we are very far...and i thought our friendship was just like that...uncertain...but now...i see him as like a friend who will be there for me when i need him...just like yamon and suyin...yupp...and i appreciate it lots...cause i think these kind of friends are the most important...yahhh...