Saturday, June 30, 2007 Y 9:29 PM

my favourite (: so carefree without doubts or fears.
when you're gone...
RAHHHH!
i lazed around the whole day and realised its quite tiring lazing around.too BORING.
bestfriend- you've been gone for so long, that i doubt you'll be back.
no more going home together, no more eating like theres no tomorrow, no more fighting like we were in a civil war, no more wasting our time together, no more complaining like the fish market auntie, no more you.
The pieces of my heart are missing you.
dang.i get pulled in by simple actions.



Y 10:05 AM

ITS A SUN SHINEY DAYY!!!!
YAYES! exams are over!!!at least for now. yet, i dread the oh-so-dreadful results.yehh...anyways.
on tuesday we planned to go to HAJI LANE after de exams to explore...but in de end...

OUR MARVELOUS "learning journey" ITENARY:
first stop: bugis mrt
pastamania for lunchie
-saw this trendyzone building and went in, got lost in "hongkong"
-went out, found this nice building with mounments which i think was a office building cause everyone were starring at us for being so amused by the sculptures.
-found HAJI LANE at last.
took artsyfatsy photos and raided pretty shoppes
-walked to arab street and badghad street[dunno how to spell]
-took a random bus to clark quay
-got lost at clark quay
-took a short break while shiya hosted her auntie yaya show with special guests ian and kester
-finally found the singapore river
-took photos under the scorching sun [sorry jane no cocktails]
-walked to the esplanade
-ate hagen daz[can't be bothered to spell their name properly considering the service they had]
-took bus to orchad went shopping
-had zombiefied yoshi for dinner.
-home sweet home ((:
it was a super tiring day with the worst weather to be tourists yet, it was the most enjoyable outing ever. better than orchard(: better than the cinemas(:
unforgettable memories with friends imprinted on photographs is the most priceless treasure.

phtots shall be uploaded to someplace sometime soon. for now, i just want to enjoy lazing around.
maybe sentosa with the girls on monday ((:

stop.you're making it harder for me to let go.
for the ten-thousandth time, row hard dude!


Friday, June 22, 2007 Y 3:18 PM

BOOHOO)): papa has gone to hongkong with mummy for their fourth?no fifth! honeymoon...
poor papa had to take jetstar asia while mummy took SIA cause shes sponsered by her company. then when papa msged me"i taking skytrain now"
i started to cry. i miss my papa already. hes like the most amazing gift God has given me.
no papa to
do insane things to make me go crazy
pat my head
wake me up in the morning
go for breakfast with this sat morning
drive me to school
pick me up when the sky turns dark
sympathize with how much crazy studying i have to go through
ask me if i have money
the list is too long i can't go on.
i don't know what would happen when my papa is gone.
most probably lost, stranded, helpless.
papa hurry come back )):

no papa + no sarah= loner jeanna.
AND my house is flooded with ANTS!!!each time i see them crawling i get itchy and feel like squishing them BUT i start to wonder if they have families too and so i end up blowing them instead :/


Y 10:51 AM

GOODBYE.

weird things takes us by surprise.
for example, just yesterday, a very random bus ride made me realise something very important:that it was not meant to be.
have you ever got the feeling that you thought you've got alot to tell someone but when you finally see that person you just don't feel like talking anymore? i've been getting that lately.
sometimes i wonder why all these things are happening to me.


the brain draining-two-papers inaday aftermath dinner courtersy of kester ng which drained our wallets.
anyways, i had fun shopping yesterday though it was rather short.shopping helps(:

but i guess just roaming about town spotting branded bags on people was fun too(:

i was suppose to refrain from blogging until after exams but got tempted :X
cause you seem so far away.




Sunday, June 17, 2007 Y 11:30 AM

you never fail to make me laugh
muahhhahaha...thankew!
thats why i like you((:

topshop shopping spree wasn't that great considering that the female shopkeepers were absolutely RUDE.and their range this season is like...ahem.
like hello?! i'm the customer! i'm not the one with an inch thick of make up and has to work.
at least i can afford shopping there.
i'm so not going to vivocity's topshop ever.
-yayeee...hannah's back from america :D


Friday, June 15, 2007 Y 2:33 PM

CLUELESS.
lost.
no idea. completely.
i have to like it this way.
no expectations, no hopes to be dashed.
it will be the same when july comes.
i shall stick to my stand
i shall not waver.

if only she was a partygirl
ignorant of your existence
unaware of your intentions
not bothered by your actions.

i feel stupid trying hard to be nice
i feel stupid trying to tolerate certain things
i've realised how stupid it is to believe and trust in someone
i doubt you can count how many promises you've broken.
sorry,but its just a bad day for me.
and nope,good people don't get what they deserve.


Thursday, June 14, 2007 Y 4:50 PM

been studying like an...introvert?[ah whatever] these days...but ssssooooo mannnnyyy DISTRACTIONS!!!

distraction no.1: cute granny jellies!!!
distraction no.2: MANICURE!!!![my aneroxic hand sia]
AND SO...studying has been a DISASTER!!!both mentally and to my environment((:

ANYWAYS...watched fantastic four after we got de ans to de chem mock exam...couldn't stand tong mui noi?[think thats her name la] don't get whats with her and her problem with shorts.
i think my laptop is going to die soon...its SUPER laggy...can't stand it! don't like slow thingys...
though i SHOULD learn to be patient.
ANYWAYS...after watching fantastic four i made a sterotype conclusion on guys.
\
NERDY DUDES: reallie don't know how to be romantics and are usually oblivious to what their partner wants to hear from them not in a bad way though...
SPORTY DUDES: they know what they want but relationships are really not their top priority[to a certain extend i guess]
MUSICAL DUDES: are SUPERLY emotional....they seriously think too much. feel too much but really know how to touch a girl's heart...yeh....
i am almost certain studying has made me nonsensical...
ilikethewayitisnow.go figure.





Sunday, June 10, 2007 Y 6:39 PM

went to eat Lao Beijing today for lunch...
de xiao long bao was super fresh but too fresh for me i guess...don't like de meat taste...
and had zhar-something mian...[can't remember] was okay too i guess...
but de corleander[or something...some veggie la..] balls were yummie ((:
yayeee...mummy got me a 100dollar shopping spree at topshop!!![don't think its enough but...]
THANKEW MUMMY!!!! now i have one more reason to study harder...
siggh...
we're all victims of this totalitarian education system.
don't look back. not cause i don't love you but its simply for the best.
abhor studying!
cause they were all yellow((:


Friday, June 08, 2007 Y 11:04 AM

it doesn't shine as bright as before but its better this way ((:

You gave us some place to go.I never said thank you for that.
Now i'll never have that chance.

just watched one tree hill and they quoted from some famous dude
"

the two most tragic things which may happen to you:
to gain your heart's desire and to lose your heart's desire."


studying most probably suffocated my brain.
tell me, when you unknowingly came into my life.

-may angels lead you in.
all i can do now is to put my faith in God.((:


Tuesday, June 05, 2007 Y 9:33 PM

NONE CAN FATHOM.
In our perfect world,
nothing exist can satisfy
yet, He has given us much more.
our homes, our friends, our loved ones.
to send His own, to save us.

my mind is like an aftermath of a tornado.
thats how much you've messed it up.
but you can't turn back time
when i turn and go.
cause it does not matter as much to me anymore.

i'll be gone and you'll be left so lost and disillusioned.


Saturday, June 02, 2007 Y 11:07 AM

name above all names
you are worthy of our praise
and my heart will sing,
how GREAT is OUR GOD.

addicted to ICECREAM!!!
top3 icecreams[believe me, this list is truly dependable!]
1. Island creamery!!! has special flavours like teh tarik, holicks[the best], pear sake, and blahblahblah...
2.BENS AND JERRY!!! [strawberry cheesecake and cookies dough and choco fudge is irresistable!!!]
3. bukit timah plaza's HAPPY KAPPY!!! its every local child's childhood icecream parlour.
its traditional flavours of jackfruit, banana, durian and blahblah... :D

THANK GOD FOR ICECREAM! ((: and of course yummy friends...
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