I wish i could drive away to the sunset
back to the day when we first met
only believing the things i wrote
i put it in a note yeah
cross my Ts and dot my Is
better say hello don't you dare say goodbye
i'll write....
sincerly yours and
sign my name PS. I love you
forever and today <3

thankew for everything and nothing at the same time.


feast your eyes on the raspberry and rum&raisn...haha...

the servet reads: we, jnathan and jnana mugged here today. we mugged until our brains DIED. so...
we decided to eat a MUFFIN!!!double chocolate sia...but apparently it did no help to our brains so we went to have venezia ICE CREAM!! whee!
ice cream and lualaby [this spelling doesn't look correct] music does NO GOOD to the studying juices believe me...it puts you to hibernation mode

WHY'D YOU THINK I"M DOING THIS FOR?!?!
[big orange words ]
jeanna went crazy resulting in the doodle on the poor tissue chopped with the green "mugg house" stamp on the coffee bean pic. thats what happens after 4hrs of studying.

yepp...coffee bean kindly took us in this past two days though we kindof got chased out yesterday...haha

-----i'm officially obsessed with meiji's hello panda!yumyum-----



HAPPY....
happie...
kai xin?
nahh...
H A P P Y happy super happy...

PAPAS' DAYYY!!![duhh...de font can't go any bigger]
-specially dedicated to all my pa-s :D hee

i must say this:
I LOVE YOU BABY AND IF ITS WHY OH WHY I NEED YOU BABY...[can't remember le]love all my papas!!! (: hee

i'm so dead- i just lost another earring stud...ahhHhh...i just keep fiddling and they just keep dropping and then i can't find it...i must have lost a million already :/

breakaway...not that easy but i'm trying...i guess you're just not used to seeing me in such a state.




JURONG BIRDPARK!!!
-went for CIP there today and other than then triple chocolate cookies, nothing else was nice :D hee...
yahh...meiling said that all my entries are so emo so i decided to do a foos special (: yupp...i'm gonna lisit down all the good food i ate this week...yumyum...
:::yoshinoya::
:::carls Jr!!! the land of the giant fastfood!!![everything there is like SUpER SIZED!]::
:::mac cafe's some chocolate frappe...[cheap and yummy with all the oreos and all]::
:::twister fries!!! not exactly anything special but still one of my favourites (:]::
:::swensen's banana crumble!!! whoohoo!!!the best!!!::
:::oaki or something's japanese noodle omelette::
:::loads of ben and jerry's love the cookie dough::
:::dining at sakae's korean nabbi stone bowl::
:::subway :D ::
:::clementi's takoyaki [nothing special but it holds special memories to me...shit...emo]::
:::gelare [venezia is nicer but oh wells...] ::
:::bakerzinn's passionfruit ice tea::
:::bakerzinn's apple tart!!! yumyum ::
yupp...wahh...stuffed myself...all thanks to my beloved papas...keep feeding me yahh...all the good food...muahh ha...(:

-died in the birdpark today...did 100% more work than i usually do...and its slavery work lorhh...worked harder than OBS...yepp...but i guess its worth it if it helps others (:
i still smell of the birdpark :/


five things that rock my world right now:

*BEN AND JERRY! [love em to the tiniest bits]

*going shopping [definately]
*geek in pink
*banana crumble sitting on a hot pan with a big big ball of icecream on it [yum]
*ribena!!!hahas..
*my papa :) not replaceable not exchangeable

anything else just makes life meaningless. (: hah
i just found out a super shocking thing: my father can moonwalk!! haha...hes hilarious!!!
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Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right
Took your soul out into the night.It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.


I'M BACKKKK!!!wHoOOhoOo
hahas...went for camp...two camps consecutvely...wahh...tired...but enriching...yupp....especially the OBS one...
yeshh...i went for obs again but it was the residential one...five day obs leadership course and i learnt...about...

LEADERSHIP

it isn't what i used to think it was...i used to think that being a leader is just having guts to stand out. But it isn't so...
i learnt many inspiring things in obs...one of which is not to be pissed when your team mates make a mistake or simply do not have a sense of urgency. instead, you should encourage him and give him the confidence that he himself can achieve.
i've met special people during this obs as well. people i'll remember always.

but i'm glad to be back to civilisation.yehhh...with no smellie insects to bite me!!!hahaha...yehh...can't wait to go out with jonapapa again!!!we shall rule the food world!!!wahh...i'm so sick of rice now...i need good food!!!haha...

sui sen ah! sui sen ah!
sui sui ah! sui sui ah! wOoSh....
as we go on...we remember..all the times we've had together
and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be, friends forever.



A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

and tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me
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Heard this song on Singapore idol yesterday...its super touching...yahh...but i couldn't cry...and as usual i did my usual thinking and i decided that my other half would be someone who has to be able to sing. however such expectations would not be love anymore cause when you love someone you take in all his flaws. anyways, i conclude that my heart is numb. yupp...cause eventhough i have lots of eye candies and all, i don't reallie bother to like them or something...aiyah i don't know what i'm saying...
yahh...jona keeps talking about how his classmates think we're together...tuesday was the third time he said"jeanna, you know alot of my classmate thinks we're together?" what am i suppose to do?! stop talking to you ahh...aiyo...anyways..jona and i...we're the bestest of the bestest friends...if i was an outsider, i would think that if these two kids were to be together in the future it would be perfect. i think alot of other people think so too...but now we are at this stage whereby it doesn't reallie matter...i don't know...but to me, i'd rather not take any risk to destroy this nice friendship. if i t was meant to be then it will happen if not...i'd rather it remain this way (: [correct me if i'm wrong jona]] but i'm afraid that he'll find a girlfriend and abandon me..haha...

the feeling of wanting to cry but you can't, is terrible.