just came back from the airport...yepp...sarah has abandoned me for UK )): happy worried sad scared.
yupp...moved into my mummy's room cause i don't think i'll be able to sleep alone in my room in the dark :X yehh...dan siao gui...me ME! sad to say...
TODAY! went to alvin's house in de morning to do pw and play in de afternoon...was super early cause my papa had to work early so i stonned at de lrt station for a while den went walk walk at fajar plaza with de dong...i was too tired so der was this weird silence for a while...den off we went to his house...gary kept licking pauline initially den she scared him i think :/ then i let him lick my hand and off he went lick lick licking until my toes and he let me pat him!!! hahas...yessh...i was VERY amused by that dog...so small and cute...hehe...yepp...watched movie and played xbox...typically just hanging out...was fun lahh...though i ALMOST fell asleep AGAIN...
think i'm allergic to rain...as in once it rains i would realliereallierealliereallie want to sleep...hehe...3days to chinese A levels and have not touched my chinese textbk.

shall flood myself with goong now...
<3 jjeeeeea-na
i'm gonna miss you ):


i'm feeling veryveryveryveryveryvery horrible this instant.
i actually slept the whooole day today and its scarying me...who sleeps thw whoole day??!
ddduuuuhhhh....now my eyes are so heavy they can hardly open...doots....
TUITION!!! physics tuition apparently didn't work...still got a S...sighh...i guess i'll be going for my last lesson today...don't feel like going but i already paid i didn't go the last two lessons :/
conclusion: playing is my hobby...yeep...my interest too...ANYTHING which has gots to do with playing i'll take. ((:


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i hang a picture of her on my wall...i waited for her call...she always kept me waiting...

KESTER"S HOUSE
yupp...ponned sch yesterday cause too lazy le...den off i went to kester's house with lots and lots of other people...though it rained, we still played lots of things...like chalet like that...sad...sinyan didn't come though...we entertained ourselves mostly by taking pic la...alvin was very amused by my cam...haha...yepp...played badminton pool squash and blahblahblah...zoe jonathan florence xx and i left earlier though...zoe jonathan and i went back to sch for de thursday bash thingi...thank goodness it turned out okay if not i'll faint...HOUSE EX CO clap clap! hehe...must thank de sc too for helping us with de stage and all...THANKEW! yepp...played badminton in de sch hall in de dark!!! wahh...scary...all de green exit lights...miss playing badminton...sigggh...yahh...de buffet, we didn't get to eat...why? cause not enough food...so sorry to those who didn't get to eat any rice at all! realised i've been playing alot...didn't know a level chinese is in less den somenumber days!!!ahHhhh!!
reached home at 11 plus yesterday :X

photos of kester's house outing will be posted soon! just click on de link on de left ((:

<3jeeeeeaa-na

Wednesday, October 25, 2006 Y 10:37 PM

left schoool reallie reallie late today...almost 8... just to settle de thursday bash thingy...people don't understand. the things which de house ex co do...or rather a FEW of us do, is much more frustrating than organising open house or teachers day... we have to actually FIND de doodoo people to join and blahblahblah. open house and teachers day is like compulsory for everyone so...yahh...not that de sc is not capable but people constantly thinking that de house ex co are redundant is really...very mean. seriously, i'd rather pack goodie bags than to disturb michael kwok in the middle of his rugby training. the school shld just scrape the idea of having a house ex co to prevent more sufferings to the future generation. yeshh. everything we do together, i treasure. however, i do not appreciate the casual comments about us when SOME of us actually do contribute. go try asking people to be more enthu...sigghh...anyways,
think i'm going to pon sch tmr...don't know...so tired of worrying over stupid things...but its ms ng's birth day tmr...arrgh...
"alvin ng was a BIG dong today"

Tuesday, October 24, 2006 Y 11:03 PM

MEILING's HOUSE...
yesshh...went to ml's house today...not many people turned up though...alfred and gang didn't turn up except for wenxiang...meiling was very upset i guess...haha...but alfred was training hard with NgDong so i guess he should be forgiven..haha...yeep...all we did was talk and watched goong...and played cards of course.and yesh, sk didn't come again...don't know why. maybe he just doesn't want to associate with us anymore.
anyways, you see, the purpose of a gathering its not about how much fun things you can do at a person's house. it is more of meeting up with your friends and catching up. yupp...at least to me it is. just being able to see them again is reallie nice ((: ohyah. JUNNING and ZHANGMIN thanks for de earrings!! very nice ((: hee...i miss newtowners...all crazy and...crazy. haha...you'll never get bored with that bunch of people...

back to school. sad: need to do chhhinnessee!!!
happy: can see friends (:
school without friends= faints...can't imagine.

Y 9:49 AM

Y 9:13 AM

here are the dreadful promo results which left me with VERY VERY messy feelings
econs-A [my one and only]
maths-B
chinese-B [ truly amusing]
GP-C
chem-D
physics-S [i'm so not a physics person :X]
yepp...happy cause initially all i wanted is to be promoted.
sad cause i feel that i've put in alot of effort and to get this result...makes no sense.
maybe i'm just dumb or maybe i've just not put in enough effort. anyways, God is fair.
i think He has given me what i deserve. THANK YOU! ((: hee...i should be happy.
mid-year:
econs-S
maths-U
chinese-E
GP-S
chem-U
physics-U

Monday, October 23, 2006 Y 9:15 PM

played badminton today!!!whOooHoo!!!
yepp...played badminton in sch today...not for very long though...played while waiting for Ng Dongdong and in de end due to communication breakdone, he went to his friends house :/ yehh...
anyways, den we headed to VIVOCITY and we asked pamela to join us ((: yepp...we sat on a reeeaaallllliiiieee lllooonnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg bus ride for like dunno how long and we started our journey...
VIVOCITY is like a shopping haven((: topshop, zara, forever21, fox, levis and everything is there!!! yehh!!!ahHhhh!!!
anyways...ohyah...ders this candy empire there!! wahhh...
yepp...and dey haf a reallie nice outdoor thingy on de topmost level...and surprisingly, xx and florence found us, fabian found us, and de batteryless hp Ng Dongdong managed to meet us!!! wahh...its amazing...haha...
ohyah. we ate carls Jr and de burger was like ENORMOUS! [ish that how you spell it?]

yaye...THANKEW GOD FOR MAKING ME ME. (:

Saturday, October 21, 2006 Y 11:37 PM

YAYE!!!OPEN HOUSE IS DONE!!!
hehe...our haunted house made money!!WhoOohOO! and we wond some 40 dollar swensens vouncher which i thknk we lost while clearing up :X anyways,
special thanks to Ms Ng , YONG MEILING and MICHELLE FONG for helping us!!yaye!!!
laLalalala...quite fun to stay in school so late with a bunch of friends slogging like mad...yeshh...class spirit/strong friendships...
signed up for de bone marrow thingy and they pricked my finger...it was quite pain initially...
carried lots and lots and lots and lots of tables de past two days...wahh...must appreciate those who arrange de tables for our exams in de hall THANKEW!
hehe...i'm feeling reallie tickelish all over now...don't know why though...hmm...
smiles...laLalalala...
<3 jnana ((: hee

Wednesday, October 18, 2006 Y 9:41 PM

just came back from shopping at clementi with the usuals...yupp...shopping for haunted house thingis...quite fun actually...shopping at provision shops..gots lots of things i've never seen before ((: yepp...went to eat sumo house for dinner and de auntie gave us one plate of free chicken thingy...
zoe kester jeanna Ian and alvin ng dongdong stuffed themselves today.
wahh...my tummie so fulllll...
today's OP, our powerpoint was like de unedited one so the graph slide had the words: [put graph here...laLalalalala...heez(: ] courtesy of myself. Mr. kevin Ang was like..aiyo...cannot make it lahh...i think. sighhh...yaye!!! tomorrow doing haunted houseeee!!!

Y 12:51 AM

my life is messed up thanks to myself.
confused
frustrated
flooded
black out
cry
doodoo emotions
neck ache
tired
breaking down
questioning
shacked.
all these after exams? i wonder why. maybe i'm making myself do too much. he most probably be thinking" zi zao ma fan" but...i just want to do something for my class, the school, the house ex co. apparently i'm not superwoman. yesh, i just realised no thanks to your hostile glares.
i may have asked for it but shouldn't a friend be there to encourage instead of constantly picking on my actions? who wouldn't be irritated at a point when you have a million tasks to complete yet people are not trying to get it done with. i'm sorry for my impatience. anyways, just finished making the thursday bash tickets?coupons? yahh...and i've yet to do my pw op and physics file which is due tmr. tell me about it. but i shan't die!!! i can do it!! yehh!! jiayou jiayou!! sorry is all i can give[don't know why i'm constantly saying that though] the rest, is up to you. ((:
-if only you were here.

Saturday, October 14, 2006 Y 11:04 PM

just finished watching goong!! whee!!! lalala...
[while waiting for my pw members to come online who never came online :X]
and i realise something:
-its reallie hard to love someone...
you unknowingly get hurt in the process and you have to give without expecting anything in return. that is what love is.

i guess its the same for love for friends...yah...so to jonathan, i'm very sorry about my previous post. i shouldn't be looking at a person's flaws but look at his strengths. i'm ashamed, truly.
love is sooooo complicating...too complicated for me i must say.
yet, the joy of love is truly amazing.

love is something special; something which causes you to be short of breath yet gives you hope in life.
(: [WWJD] He died for me. that is what love is.

Monday, October 09, 2006 Y 4:03 PM

I'M OFFICALLY ADDICTED TO GUMMIES!!!ahHhhhh....

yesh!!! GOONG is showing today!!! whoOoohoo!! though i've watched a few episodes le but still...
WHEEE....

aiya forgot what i was suppose to blog about :/
ohhs...gots this frm kester's blog(:
A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people
.Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

J- Everyone loves you.[hopefully(: at least i know my parents do! heh]
E-You have a nice ass[all thanks to papa's genes]
A-Damn good kisser.[eep...]
N- You are absolutely beautiful.[maybe,if my pimples went off off and away!]
N- You are absolutely beautiful.[in His eyes(:]
A-Damn good kisser.[oops...who knows]

i think alvin Ng Dongdong is de person who made me laugh the most this yr...thanks hor! haha...((:

right back what is wrong, we move along.

Sunday, October 08, 2006 Y 8:48 PM

[last but not least what you all have anxiously been waiting for:kfc's next top model!!!haha]
[peper lunch!! yesshh!!! dinner!! FINALLY!!!]
[this da shen said that alvin was reallie shy cause he refused to come out of de dressing room]
[yessh!! finally!! its THE ONE]
[dressing room blues...ian: can weee go yett...i ddon't thhink i cann makke it...]
[wahh...esprit shirt sia...ian says"yehh..i know, i've gots good taste"]
[its spikey! its spikey!]
ORCHARD YET AGAIN...
-episode 2: quest of Ng Dongdong's MAKEOVER for wedding dinner]
yeep...went to orchard today with de usuals cause Ng Dongdong wanted to buy clothes for some wedding dinner...yahh...and initally i was like ORCHARD? shouldn't he go to queensway? der gots more clothes...anyways, we went to orchard and had to wait for him to cut finish his hair so jonathan zoe and i went to eat mos burger...den we went to visit alvin in his hair salon and he looked like a procupine!!! i couldn't stop laughing...reallie...for like 5 minutes...haha...yah den we shopped lorhh...just realised we spent yet again almost 6hrs in orchard...wahh...walked until had blisters in between my toes!! at least alvin felt quite bad that he wanted to treat us icecream((: haha...it was funn lahh...here are some pice (:

-just realised i get amused by reallie stupid things... :S

Friday, October 06, 2006 Y 9:12 PM

I JUST REALISE I'M AFRAID OF THE DArK :X
as in phobic...yehhh..no kiddin...ahhh useless jeanna...

ANYWAYS...todays interhouse...so sorry to Andy...my phone had no reception and pple were going mad...heh...

yahh...yesterday went to alvin's house...his dog, very HYPER...yehhh...keep licking...lick lick lick. what else does he do...hmm...still lick. hehe...but very cute lahh...i like his tail ((: its like a furball...heh...yupp...people go there to play i go there to SLEEP :X doo kester kept scolding me cause i slept like a pig but...can't help it...i think i've got sleeping disease these days...theres something wrong with me... i even FORGOT i gots TUITION today...arrrgh...post exams.

conclusion: alvin's house is nice to sleep in...haha...sounds so wrong...yepp...nice place to play mahjong too...((: more outings to Ng Dongdong's house!!! whee...going to sleep now...
OHYAH: dis korean show...goong...its reallie reallie nice...i cheated and started watching it on youtube but keep falling asleep..eep...i'm dying...
-he says"if my heart has grown cold..." she'll reply"i'll let you go..."

Thursday, October 05, 2006 Y 12:37 AM

FORGOT TO ADD ALVIN'S FUNNY HAPPENINGS!!!
1st: we were on de 190 bus and kester was saying that when alvin sees paris hilton's advertisment for carls Jr then he will hurry stuff the burger in his mouth and say:hmm...very yummu very yummy....and kester started making a very funny action of alvin eating de burger...den alvin said:"whos that kesters talking about? sounds like jeanna..." hahaha...doo...hes commenting bout himself lahh...
2nd: alvin msged me just now and the msg was: 1 plus. wats my hp no? i forgot.
i couldn't stop laughing....not in a bad way of course...((: haha...okays...time to go OINK.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006 Y 11:44 PM

YESH!!! END OF PROMOS!!!hehe....[must m(phosize]
physics was so easy...so easy that i'll FAIL...yepp...no kidding...not sacarstic...seriously.
-lingered in orchard for 6hours today without shopping!!![amazing]
yepp...ian alvin kester zoe jonathan sinyan terence and I watched "stay alive" or was it "staying alive"? aiiiyah...just some horror gory show...once again, had NO IDEA why i watched it...i'm like still questioning myself why i watched silent hill previously and NOW,sighh...but its pretty good for a horror show...hehe...could hardly walk straight after watching it...shows how dansiao? or danxiao? i am... ohwells...yupp..ohyah..we ate yoshi and i FINISHED my rice!!!for once...hehe..."think of de cambodian children..."yepp...den we walked from shaw to heren that side like sooo many times...and de guys gots so amused by children books in borders...haha...and we ate hainanese chicken rice in far east plaza!! never knew they had these kindof funny eating places there...VERY YUMMIE!!!4th level i think...just walk round and round you'll find it eventually...

-yaye!!! going Alvin Ng DongDong's house tmr to play with de doggie...Whee...

okays...now de emotional part..
these few days...i've come to realise the reality that time passes by so fast...jonathan was counting like 180 something more hours to de end of promos and suddenly *POOF 0hours...scary...yepp...den i suddenly very huai nian sec sch days when we were like NORMAL. everyone as who they were...its like now kester is trying to be jonathan who USED to scold me and think i'm dumb and jonathan is trying to be...be...beyonce? i don't know...people change...yahh...and its scarying me. so i shan't think about it...but when i don't think about it i still have this foregin feeling...like i'm not living my life...like i'm suddenly put into some weird place...sighh...

with much more to do than to sit and wait for you. (:

Tuesday, October 03, 2006 Y 8:25 AM

"Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing one another in love"(Ephesians 4:2)

i guess its wrong, for me to constantly get irritated by kester and jonathan's bickering. Though at times they reallie don't make any sense, i should learn to bao rong i guess... (:

--when i thought all hope was lost, He came to me.

Monday, October 02, 2006 Y 7:16 PM

back to revive my blog!!!*cough cough
WHY JEANNA THINKS THAT EXaMS ARE REDUNDANT:
*its mostly a test of memory and not intelligence
*it never fails to make me fall sick
*stress gets to us and sometimes change who we are
*i get all jelly-like
*we have index numbers resembling nokia phone series[eg: 3201, 3210?]
*it just flips my tummie
*AhHHh!! i'm exam phobic...yehh...that must be it...hehe...
=this cough is getting to me.=

ONE more paper and its FREEDOM. yehh...
but i think i'll skip it if not i'll just die while calculating gravitational force or something.
nononono....cannot give up!! yupp...i'm going crazy.