i just don't get it.
why hes so angry. apparently he doesn't even accept an apology.
even zhiyong understands yet he doesn't.
seriously he thinks too much. isn't it very tiring to go around evaluating whether a person's comment is true of fake? maybe you've done it too much that you are OVER REACTING.
i hate it. hate it when people misunderstands me. isn't it so that all you're COMPLAINING boiled down to one insignificant point that i disgraced you cause you reccomended me the job?
anyone can see that. and i, apologising for it also seems useless when you can't even sense the sincerity[dunno how to spell :/]
i'm sorry kester ng! i don't want it to turn out this way you know. sighh...

ANywaYs
yesterday a new hasbRO promoter came...yepp...more friendly than de previous one...very funNy also...hahas...too bAD I wont bE workinG anYmore...theres sometHINg wronG WITH MY KEYBoard! sighh...
duhhhh...
elmo is my bESTFRIenD (: LALALALALALALALA ELMO'S SONg...


last day of work.
and yes i HAVE told zhiyong about it.
i find no point in carrying on.
my parents disapproves[like seriously, who works on sundays?!]
and the only reason why i carried on after the first day holds no meaning.
its my first time working can't you just be more understanding? tupid vulgur something
you can't just throw me there and expect me to know how working life works!
yesh i'm clueless, not working material. i never said i was. sure i enjoy toys r us but definately not stonning. you know the feeling of feeling useless? guess not since maybe you enjoy slacking so much.
can't believe that friends= thinking about their own reputation infront of others.
this experience, i'll never forget.
i lost a friend because of it. or maybe we were never even friends.ahh...
sad. but no one cares anyways. i should be banished to taitai land.


WORKING!!!
ahhh...i'm definately not cut out for it right now. but i shan't give up! yepp...JIAYOU!JIAYOU! yeshh!!! anyways...these are some things i've gathered from spending an average of 7 hours a day in toys r us stonning:
-still...i'd rather be the customer in toys r us than a promoter there
-i have MASTERED the art of STONNING!!! wheeee....
-toys r us have a BAD floorplan
-most of the workers there are barely 20
-i can actually stand for 8 hours straight!!! ((:
- children are the most blessed gifts anyone could ever have (:
sure they cry and whine and CAN BE difficult at times. but...nothing in this world is PERFECT. seeing all the little kids laugh and play really brighten up work at toys r us. yeshh...they are sooooo cuuteeee...and blur and innocent...they can be tricked just by a lolipop (:
shame on that ahma who used a lolipop to tricked her granddaughter! hahas...

i froze at toys r us today. keep smualing((:


my creation (: nice?nice? nice right...hahas... :P
zi pai! alvin's zi pai face!!! hahas...i think he looks more like a girl :/
pizza hut!! woots....FYI: birthday boy in the middle...straight ahead...you see you see?
bond. we are...something bond lahh....

YESHH!!! WE CONQUERED UNITED SQUARE!!![suppose to be novena actually but...]
yepp...hahas...to celebrate kester's birthday!!! hope he liked de presents!!!
had lots of fun ((: heh...great bunch of friends i must say...starting work today :/ scared. never worked before. heh...yepp

GOAL FOR seventeenth november twenty oh six: learn to smile even after getting scolded.
HOPEFULLY i don't get scolded though :X but highly IMPOSSIBLE. sighhh...jiayou bahh!!


dedicated to my good friend zoe han huiyu ((:

remembered what i wanted to blog about today le!!!
hahas...so forgetful :/ went to NUS today to have lunch...yessh...the national university of singapore...HOPEFULLY my future sch...BUT THEN[so slinglish:X], i see all the people there...the way they study, the way they speak...it so foreign...i felt so foreign there. i'm DEFINATELY not ready for UNIVERSITY. i'm not even ready for JC much less uni...still stuck in sec sch life...duuuuhh...but jc has been a blast (: studying...mugging...playing...roaming the streets...though i complain alot, i love most of the moments (: yehh..thank you God for giving me such a great class!!! whhhooohooo!!! i love my class. anyways...yahh..not ready to go uni...don't feel like going uni...ahhh...


i dowanna grow up...i'm a toys r us kid x2


eleboration on yesterday ((:
was reallie tired and hungry intially cause forgot to eat lunch but den later at KFC no appetite le...yepp...den went to see christmas lights along orchard and they were reallliiiieeee prewwwtyyy!!! hehes...saw lots of christmas decorations in paragon too...wahhh....i would buy all of them if i had de oney((: heh...another one of my tupid happenings:
we saw some silver people outside taka...buskers i suppose...yahh den suddenly i saw something flipping on their hands and i was like " OH MY GOSH!!! THERES A BIRD IN THEIR HANDS!!! THEY PAINTED DE BIRD SILVER?!?!?!" and then everyone said it was fake but i kept insisting it was real :/ looks real wadd...sigh.
so happy...i'm gonna plan a christmas cum ian ong's birthday party and we shall go decorate my house!!! whhhheee....hehe....

ineedtostartworking.ineedtostartworking.ineedtostartworking.ineedtostartworking.ineedtostartworking.
check out yesterday's pics on my shutterfly SOON. (:


Ooo...fishies!! fishies!!!
fabian's act cute pic!!
my act cute pic!!
pretty tree ((: thankew hci peeps for taking it! the funky people of hci!! haha....crazy lot (:

went for hci-pj sharing session today...hci people are nice la...yepp...hahas...and they have reallie reallie reallie loud voices...hehe...yepp...nice people(: i realliereallie don't mind going for de combine camp but...class chalet...don't even know if anybody would notice i'm gone if i don't go for class chalet...dunno...thinking too much again...too many things to think abt and kester keeps thinking crooked. you think i gots so much time to think about THOSE things mehh?!?! arrrgh. was superly irritated. i thought only bitches as in true bimbo bitches think abt such things :/
ANYWAYS,
i was so unhappy i took it out on the KFC cashier. so sorry dude! ahhhh...i'm not suppose to be bothered...think happy, think of God's grace (:


this is the last of what we have.


HAD OP TODAY!!!
it was...bad. all de stupid punchlines i wanted to say couldn't come out of my mouth therefore, presentation = boring...oh wells...at least its over ((: hehe...assesors were ms jane lee and keefe loke. not very respectful...the things they do..EVENTHOUGH they are assesors. oh wells...can't be bothered...ITS OVER!!! heh...went to westmall for lunch then visited terence's house with zoe fabian alvin melvin. first time melvin went out with us orh!! hahahs...
ANYWAYS, went to bukit panjang plaza after that to buy FBTs with zoe han while ng yong han went for training...de dong dropped his phone while chasing after de bus...poor phone :/ heh. yepp...den took 970 home and i was soooooo tired i fell asleep on the bus and almost missed my stop :/ first time...hehe...sad. no more pw. hehe...no more chionging on msn...

hah...one less reason to go dong's house to play with gary :X hehe...
[dong, don't ever sleep late again. grumpy dong=not nice (: ]

we'll carry on....we'll carry on...[our song]


I HAD A NIGHTMARE lAST NIGHT
VERY SCARY ONE
ITS RARE, cause i rarely even dream of anything.
BUT I WASN'T AFRIAD.

went to ms ng's house for pw today. very fun...hahas...stayed that from 9 something to like 6something lahh...we should have more of such things ((: realised i went to alot of places with most of the 22s
-bukit timah plaza
-lot 1 [MOST frequently]
-bukit panjang plaza
-whole of orchard
-MALAYSIA!!! and de shopping centres and eateries there
-vivo
-harbourfront centre
-westmall
-bugis
-can't rmb le...
-bird park!!
-ms ng's house (:
next places we SHOULD go:
-novena square
-the zoo!!! derh er...see polar bears before they stop importing them!!
-botanical gardens!!
-haji lane
-sentosa!!
yayee...hahas...06S22 rocks mann!!! hehe...
[i don't quite know, how to say, how i feel]


today, i did the most things!!!
morning-went to pasir ris for job interview but it was more like fill in form session...hehe...den went to vivo to watch step up with kester, zoe ng dong, xx and florence. den walkwalk and had subwayyy....
afternoon- went back to sch with ng dong. we walked from some farfar place to sch and den he realised that his training was at 3.45 and not 4 so he ran into de sch leaving me walking in with my exco short and jeans :/ so maluuu!!! went for meeting with de sc pple. ders another camp on my class chalet days. WANT very much to go for it den can make more friends wif other sch pple BUT i've made COMMITMENTS with my class!!! how??!! somemore so last minute :/

evening- wen seoul garden with kenneth, his myanmmar friend, gerald and izzah. wah it was 25bucks?! but gots much variety...pros and cons i guess

i've been stonning and thinking alot lately. i've concluded that i'm not ready and i should just be contented with what i have now. ((: happie happy happppie....heehs... i'm a happy person...on high...yaye gonna work! "sir, would you like to take alook at our products?" not forgetting de smile (: *blink
STEP UP- very nice movie...but to those who do not appreciate music and dance, may seem abit boring...
wells...it almost got me dancing in de theater...hahas (: but gots some funny parts too..heh.
[ God, speak to me. i need you now. give me courage and strength to carry on. with your wisdom, let me see. I LOVE GOD]
unknowingly, you've made me smile.


wwhhhheeee...yesterdays chocolate fountain was fun i guess...just that de nice chocolate flow didn't reaaallie last very long...hehe...lots of things happened...like...almost everyone helped to cut de fruits den my kitchen looked like one of de da chang jin scenes starring IAN WANG as da chang jin...haha...shall post photos soon!

ate lots of yummie food these few days cause i guess after de msia trip we all felt de need to find yummie food...yaye!!!no more lot1 food court please! hehe...the usuals plus some unusuals ate near my house there today and ian said dat de noodles were nicer...((: heh...
monday i ate spagetti and ice jelly!!! hehe...yumyumm...

thursday-pw and movie with house ex cos
friday-job interview with the usuals and sakae with qi and zoe!! wheee....get ready the plastic bags!!!hehe...
just so you know, this feelings taking control...
<3>

Monday, November 06, 2006 Y 10:57 PM

mac in msia looks much much yummier!!
ian's dua pai face
pw group minus kester!!
WhOoOHoOoo!!! itS mY 100th PosT!! hehe...*clapclap!
HApPie BIRTHDAY jANE!
06112006- i....
-shopped for tmr's coco fountain party
-had dinner with the usuals at bukit timah market [yumm yumm]
-had my pedicure
-"cooked" the jellies for tmr's chocolate fountain partae[funfun!!]
-burned JUST MY LUCK into vcds for tmr
and i'm watching kester's fav show now [antm]!!! hehe...whhheeeee....
feel accomplished!! now for msia trip
wahh...came back yesterday and i was SO SHACKED that i just kept sleeping after dinner until forever...hahas...but it was SHIOK! lots of THANKS to MsNG and her XIAOKANG for driving us around! and sinayn for planning it!!! food in msia= SHIOK! wahh...super uper nice!! hehe...shopping in msia=NEVERENDING!!!
played mahjong ps watched movie.thats wad we did...didn't reallie sleep at all...forgot to see sunrise though...hehe...car rides was FUN too!! heh...now...for pics!!!

*more pics will be uploaded on my shutterfly someday sometime soon ((:

<3 jjjjjeeeeeeeaaaaa-na (:

Friday, November 03, 2006 Y 7:42 PM

NO MORE CHINESE!!! YESSSHHHH!!! hahas...
yaye...hua wen mei you le!!! BUT i'm so dead :X did question 4 for compo and according to jo.nathan, only people who want to die will do that question. how serious? he said even if you think you can get full marks also DON'T do!!! aHhhh!!! oh wells....
YAYE!!! tmr going to m'sia for "holiday" with my class people!! whoOooHooo!!! BUTs[again] zoe not going )): oh wells...her parents dun allow...its okays...we haf more class outings to go!!! whhhheeeeeeee!! hehe...
ya. i've decided. to stay happy and look after myself properly though many doubt i am able to do so :/ yehh...i have my family and God so why should i be sad? hehe...
<3meeee LOVES GOD! derrrh-err...heh :P





ITS RAINNINGGGG!!! agian.
trying to keep my eyes open while watching goong...its scary everytime its gonna rain i'll feel sleepy...before it rained today i felt sleepy :/ maybe its cause i played badminton in de morning :X heh...anyways...BORED AT HOME.

i think i'm starting to worry for him.
i think i'm starting to smile too much.
i think i'm letting time slip pass me.
i think i'm too confused inside.

CLEMENTI BUS INTERCHANGE.
took bus home today.its been a while since i took bus home.
clementi bus interchange moved and de new one looked so clean, so bright and nice.
yet, i prefer the old one. where my memories are kept. where seven-eleven and the bakery were once my bus-waiting companions. i dislike to accept the fact that things change and life goes on. whats wrong with me.
why can''t time stand still? why can't feelings not go away.
<3 a point in time.