WE'RE UNSTOPPABLE; NO DOUBT ABOUT IT...


with Him i'm not alone, for Jesus saved me.
i have stepped into a world where decisions would never last for a minute. As much as i have tried to set my mind on doing certain things, i would have doubts and i would constantly think back.However, i've decided not to waste my life being upset, holding on to things which would never come back. Anyways, i watched 13 going on 30 today on HBO...like any teenager, jenna wished to be popular and have a perfect life...well, she got it, with a large wardrobe and a job anyone would crave for. but shes missed out on the important things in life and is typically a bitch herself. i thought about it, and i guess i have changed my perspective on life. i don't think being able to buy clothes off a ralph lauren runway is desirable anymore. i guess just being with someone you're comfortable with, someone you have a special relationsip with, is good enough. thats why they say that poor people are able to be de happiest pple as well...
jonathan- don't ever leave me behind. or rather, don't ever let me abandon our friendship. you can just be thick-skinned and shout at my face to wake me up...i won't mind. i don't want to wake up being a thirty-yr old who was a bitch to her own best friend...honestly i don't know what will happen to us in the future, where we'll be working, how many times a week we'll be talking to each other...so we have to always treasure the ties we have...


into the sunset and down the never-ending road
ME- embarking on my journey to independence, i try to get use to the fact that at times i may have to do things alone. i admit, i hate being alone. however, having time alone to think about my life isn't very bad either...hahas...i sound so GP like...anyways...i got into student's council!!! but the weird thing is...i don't want to. i want to be in house ex co...yahh...crazy i know...jonathan was pretty much stressed out today...with his class manager duties and ever piling homework, i really pity him...the worse is, theres no one whos in his class to suffer with him...and sk keeps bulling him...so meann...ohwells...today i've concluded that sk is avoiding me...yahh...maybe i'm thinking too much again but i'm very sure lahh...dont know why though...i mean...is it that bad being my friend?hahas...as if he'll die like that...i guess it may be weird talking to each other again but...its over and i'm reallie trying to forget so i guess there shouldn't be anything weird saying hi or byee right....sighh...complications...oh wells...
maclaurin is killing me...yesh...thats a math term unfortunately...math is like science now and science is typically like electronics or something...projectile motion? induced dipole permenant dipole? nonsense...


26042006. My time, my life
green bazzar-we made name tags...yupp...and i forgot to bring paint and i forgot to buy sweets to put in de bottles as well...moral of de story: never fall asleep in mummy's room...i'll never wake up thus not doing my homework and forgetting to plan what i need the next day...anyways, i've got glitter all over my face and hands today cause of de name tags...but not as bad as Alvin...i sprinkled lots of glitter in his hair...hahas...always bullying him...
self reflection- i have a feeling i won't survive in jc and reaching home at 8 plus almost everyday doesn't help...i just plop down and oink forgetting my pile of homework...with house ex co next time i wonder if i'd ever make it through...but i guess i'll take one step at a time...
i must quote- yesterday after sch 06s22 was doing de preparations for de green bazzar and we were talking lahh...
alvin: don't use so much glue!!![referring to shiya]
shiya: i use very little le...jeanna use more lorh
alvin: aiyo
shiya:alvin don't be so kiam lahh
alvin: i'm saving money for my future wife [very sweet hor...my class gots alot of nice guys..hahas]
jeanna: Ooo...then next time when your wife wants chanel then you buy for her ah?
alvin: whats that? [hahahas...i almost died laughing]
jeanna: errr...ita a brand...n.v.m..what about LV?
alvin: whats that? [i almost died]
sinyan: louis vuitton
alvin: ohh...once in a while can lahh...not like change bag everyday like someone[directing to me...obviously...though i don't change my bag everyday lahh]
yahh...very nice horr...yupp...gentleman...but de conversation was very funny lahh...
TODAY- went back to newtown at 3 plus to collect o level cert and it was EMPTY so weird...like de canteen was empty...totally diff from jc...anyways...saw qiqi and ahgong and meiling they all...i was reallie happy...went to singapore poly to eat too!!!ahhhHhh!!! i miss those days...but i'm very sure our friendship won't fade so thats comforting...we're all moving on...but we'll always have our friendship...walking away towards different destinations, this special bond we have would never allow anyone to get lost.


just realised that theres more to life than missing you.
had my intervew today...it was okay i guess...hopefully...at least i managed to recite the college creed...at first weisheng asked me if i knew the school song...den i was like "yupp" then he was like"the whole first verse?" then i was like "yah" and thinking...shit...must sing le....den when i was going to open my mouth he saved me...he said"okay then i shan't ask you to sing...recite the college creed" i was like thank goodness...yaye...haha...but i think i spoke too fast that de female teacher couldn't understand me...and my interview was super fast...and de female teacher was like laughing cause i was so nervous and de male teacher was my ex maths teacher and he was just stonning...so guess the outcome cause i'm just as clueless...anyways...i'm still happy cause jonathan waited for me...yupp...lots of thankews...its quite true...what he said on the train...pple can't picture a guy and a girl being very close friends without being in a relationship...well...i guess we're one in a million then....hahas...yahh...since sec1 until now...typically we just depend on each other unknowingly...but its comforting to know that you have such a friend...its like having a childhood friend...very comfy...yupp...(:
todays my papa's birthday...went for dinner at a haaker centre why? cause he grew up eating hawker centre food...very yummie i must say...oyster omelette...mee goreng...satay...popiah...BBQ chicken wings....wahh...i can't fit in my school skirt le!!!hahas...
-----jonathan...i think its our eating season now-----hahas-------


we're driving away the sunset, we're slowly fading
watching the 9pm show on channelU on a saturday night made me see the things that people do when they're in love. The sacrifices they make and how everyone suffers in the end no matter who decided to make the sacrifice. very cliche i know...all gu tai shows are like that but it was reallie sad...veryveryveryvery...the worse thing is,the show had nice looking people in it which makes it even sadder when someone dies...ohwells...but anyways...yahh...EMOTIONS are typically our soul i guess...and if i choose i'd rather not have a soul...really...it does no good to me...frankly, i have not given up or rather i am unable to give up. Don't ask me why, ask my emotions. The feelings just keep coming back, haunting me and its hard. I'd just stone...i can stone while doing my work, i can stone even while the lecturer is blabbing away. yahh...jonathan has prohibited me to call him jona though everyone else calls him that...don't know why me as an exception. maybe cause i'm the only one left which may be the closest to newtown days...which may be a good thing cause i don't want to change into some jc bitch.i just want my old life back. not that my new life is terrible but yahh...i miss certain aspects of just being me. its certainly not easy.for me and mostly for jonathan cause he gets affected when i'm in my depressed mode. perhapes one day i'd be able to say "it was fun while it lasted" but not for now.
--------------------------------------jeanna,meee,myself and I--------------------------


annaej's entry:
21042006-lifes okay...though i forgot to bring all de papers i need for today's lessons and lecture...yupp...went to eat sakae today...wahh...practically stuffed myself though i doubt i ate more 10 plates...hahas...we had alot of rubbish talk and non-stop laughter while eating...haven't laughed so hard in ages (: yupp...food makes me happy!!haha...yahh..yamon was telling me dat her poly class gots alot of pple who are attached and dat made me think again.
yahh..i guess its true that you don't have to spend every minute of the day with the other person and maybe you don't have to be together every recess...i guess it would be sufficent if you have someone to call when you're alone on the train...yupp..but i guess it would be nice if you know his family well enough to visit them at times and yahh...just hang out...i think that kindof relationship would be very comfortable...yupp...i need to start studying...failing everything...wells...check out my new posted photos: www.juststareatmylife.shutterfly.com

while i live i learn
to be committed in giving my best
to be compassionate in serving others
to have confidence that i can acheive.
i shall constantly seek to improve:
to give of myself:
to be true in all that i do.
in crossing new frontiers,
i shall lead by example,
for it is in my learning that i live.
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its been one month since...
i've last seen you smile from your heart
i've last heard your heartbeat
i've last heard your voice
i've last held your hand
i've last felt your warmth
where'd you go i miss you so seems like forever since you've been gone...please come home now[fort minor]
but i guess it all doean't matter anymore as we move on with our lives...i guess as long as it makes you happy i shouldn't bother either...
its stupid...the way emotions run...the way others live affect our lives and carves out a path for us...hmm...anyways...went to westmall with jona and zoe today...just went to popular den we rotted at coffee bean and den mac...i miss going to westmall with qiqi and yumei...its weird...its as if i'm dead and i'm recalling memories...oh wells...hehe...yahh...zoe and i were counting...no calculating which age we want to get married...and my stand stays firm...24!! haha...and zoes like and what age do you expect your husband to be? its sad...guys hav to go army den by the time thay are sucessful in their careers it would be like 30 years of age...
wells...i think its better getting married at a younger age...your child would have more exciting and hyper parents...dats good...haha...i've decided! i'm going to spoil my child...haha...but not excessively...duhh...dats all...time to mug...maths econs chem...i'm just taking it as if a sucidal person takes pills...note to self: smile! ((: MY GOD LIVES!!!


FATE FELL SHORT THIS TIME SMILES FAKE IN THE SUMMER...
lifes short so live it to the fullest.Thats my drive to keep me happy...thats they way life should be...however emotions are something no one can control.I hate emotions...oh wells...yuupp...
i'm a spoilt brat...yesh i know...no thanks to jonathan's constant reminders...anyways...i'm appreciatively spoilt...i don't take my parents spoiling me for granted...i'm thankful that i have such parents...
i went to visit my grandma on sunday...shes still going strong...though i have not had more than 10 conversations with her in my whole life...i'd say i love her alot...seeing her eyes filled with excitment...seeing how she holds my mother tells me her life story...the hardships she must have gone through bringing up seven children single handedly...that made me realise that my life is so small and insignificant...
today i mugged like crazy for physics but my mind went blank again...yupp...ohh no...i'm becoming too thinking like...thanking about every single thing i can think about...anyways...we watched de rugby match pj vs sa for like five minutes and i conclude that rugby is just mere violence...very violent...yupp...too violent for me...though its quite funny seeing a blob of people blobbing just about anywhere in the field...haha...yahh....
-------------------------------------jeanna.goh.shu.fern-----------even my name is taken away-----------


sixteen.april.twothousandandsix/o149hrs:
11 more mins before my offical studying time ends...i was suppose to mug the whole day today but i didn't reallie do much...mainly cause i keep getting distracted...my weakness i must say...sighh...still clueless bout physics and my homework is lying all around the house...sarahs snoring like a pig now...haha...yupp...not thinking so much...can't think so much...i'll just keep stonning if i think too much...i guess i just have to chuck that fraction of my life to the back of my head for the time being...don't know what hes thinking...sick of me once being in his life? i don't know...and i'm afraid cause...yahh...i'm afraid...we were suppose to look back and smile and remain as good friends but i guess that didn't work...
my gp teacher was talking about how teenagers tan lian ai these days and she was saying " you all see each other before sch during sch hours and after sch...don't you'll get sick of each other?" yahh...thinking about it...its quite true...maybe thats why we've become like that...i don't know...ahHhhh...shan't think anymore...thinking makes me sad...and i think we all miss the happy jeanna (:

_____________________________________________meee___________________


alibaba jona...its okays...my first post was about a few lines shorter than yours..haha...just write all your philosophys...haha....
--------- jnana-----


he died for me
14042006-they say every good friday it will rain cause it was the day Jesus died for our sins...very cliche i know...but it rained today...and that made me realise how far away from God i have become...how i feel right now...is as if i have become a totally different person...not so innocent...not so true to myself and God...i'm not sure what i have become...ever since the o levels until now...so much has happened in my life that i do not know how to respond anymore...don't know if thats good or bad...yahh...its almost one quater of the year...what shall i do to make my life more meaningful? maybe i'm trying too hard...i don't know...seriously...its just different...maybe like how jona always tells me, i should start to grow up...no more fairytale...no more perfect life...but i don't want it this way...its just not me...sigghh...i'm just at this lost region now...i miss the life i used to have...i miss the smiles...the smiles from the bottom of our hearts...i shouldn't have walked into this mess...it may seem like how it used to be like in the past when jona and i just go around eating and trying crazy food...but the feeling is different...i still think about things i shouldn't be thinking about...but thanks anyway...jona...for always being here for me...for this one quater and counting fraction of my life..

today was the only day this whole week that when i reached home, the sky was still bright...thats how jc robs me of my own life.




If music be the food of love, we are a nation of aneroxics...

06s22-i guess we've grown stronger...more bonded together...mainly cause of the free time during lessons when we start to tell lame jokes and play lame IQ games which i take forever to understand...
singapore malaysia thailand...what comes after next? yupp...though we may still be in our clicks...we are still quite close....yupp...tats comforting...yahh...newtown days may be over...my newtown chapter may be close but it will always be part of my book of life...just like how pj would be when we leave the school...hopefully i'll pass the house ex co interview...i reallie want to do something for the school...i think when i leave pj i'll cry...though everything that i do in pj...everypassing, every new day in pj is uncertain, i'll have to say that pj has given a different prespective of life...and though we may all change, true friends will always be there for you...yupp...mugmugmug...thats what i have to go do now...yupp...

I believe in the One called Savior,
I believe He's the risen One,
I believe I'll live forever,
I believe that my king will come,
Cause I found this love,
I believe in the Son. Show me Your way.

Jesus, you are my best friend,
And you will always be,
And nothing will ever change that



[oops...where we suppose to look?]
WE'R STUDYING!!!YEAHH...
monday-hmm...can't remember what happened...hahas...oh yahh...had pe again...kevin ang's fav time of de day...torturing us...today we ran around the track with dumbells on our hands...2kg each...wahh...never thought i'd survive...but it was okay lahh...mondays...ohhh...i finally managed to watch one full episode of DH...haha...
TUE- chem lecture test...died.see dat table...apparently it didn't help much.
WED- ohhh...ran the canal today...haha...didn't reallie stop so i'm quite satisfied...yupp...ehh...jona and kester wanted to go for de astro quiz which they THOUGHT was at 6.45pm today but aparrently it is tmr...so we wasted two hours at bukit panjang plaza, two hours rotting in the canteen and one hour running and playing at de canal...yahh...what a meaningless stupid day...now i have to go do all my tutorials...chem phy math econs...wahhh...ohyah...06s22 girls took photos in de toilet today...haha...yahh...what to do....we're crazy and hyper ...





2114hrs-hmMmm...went to MARKS AND SPENCERS this afternoon to buy sweets (: hehe...love the sweets there...yumyum...and i had soggie yong tao fu cause my papa made us ta bao cause he needed to fetch my mama from her massage...yahh...den i slacked like mad in de afternoon...and then...i went to SUSHI TEI for dinner!!! hehe...wanted to bring my phone to take sushi photos but forgot...yahh...i'm still suffering from short term memory lost...anyways...my younger sister wanted to eat hagen daz so we went and as we were walking out, nelson liren and cheepeng came in but i didn't notice them until i saw liren's BIG eyes...haha...still as big as ever...so funny...yahh...superly bloated from sushi...



ninth/ofapril/twothousandandsix-
spent like one thousand minutes trying to open my graphic calculator[GC] from its packaging...well at least it felt like a thousand minutes...now i've gots sore fingers...anyways...i wonder if they use the GC in poly...if they do, qiqi would be superly excited...yahhh...can play games de orh...haha...qiqi where you..its been a long time since we last met...haha...thinkn bout that...i miss michelle too...all the teachers in pj keep asking me" wheres your twin?" haha...its cause of de super blue uniform during de first three months...ahHhhh...dying...forgot i'm having a chemie lecture test and i've yet to do 70 percent of my homework...oh wells...still smiling in any case...((: haha...check out my RANDOM photos :http://www.juststareatme.shutterfly.com/action/






i'm wasting my time...doing things i don't want to do...for instance; studying...yahh...no passion for studying...what shall i do? i have no choice...jay chou songs are my jinx...i like listening to them...but they always make me sad...does he have depression too...why keep writing sad songs?...i think i have completely lost it...trying to keep it all together and say yesh i'm fine...but maybe i'm not...i'm allergic to changes i guess...yes...i'm not a survivor...i don't adapt well..i can pretend i'm adapting well but i know it myself...i hate emotions cause its emotions which brings me down...i shouldn't be so weak i know...but everyone has their days...yahh...don't know what i'm doing now...for whom?for what...sounds like GP...haha...
WHAT USED TO BE OUR BAND OF HOPE
don't stop here.i've lost my place...
i'm close behind


fat tortoise




*prewtty prewtty shoes...hehe...thankew orange crumpler bag! haha...
*tell me about it


SEEING HURTS SO FORGIVE ME WHEN I DON'T SMILE BACK

07042006- nothing much happened today...except that jona refused to let me eat my lao po bing cause i didn't finish my long johns fries which i'm still seeking forgiveness for...and that we got stuck in school...9pm the hallways were pitch dark with only the green exit signs and blinking red dots...dunno from where...the view of the locked gates holding our freedom back from us made me reallie scared...so scared that i scared jona too...cause he thought i became mad...i literally gripped his arm...i think my nail marks are stil there...but anyways...it was very scary lah...imagine being stuck in a sch pitch dark and u feel as if you're locked in a cage...mr kow got us out anyways...hes reallie nice (:

went for supper with my papa and now i'm home...think my com is corrupted...yahh...lifes okay...decided to just study hard get de A levels over and done with...go for as many camps as i can go...and just go backpacking after that...yupp...


DEPRESSION ...

that was today's topic for CT...its weird cause they make it sound as if once you're sad you're depressed...i guess its more of whether you think you're depressed or not...siggh...thought i won't write today but i guess ders too many events happening that i must pen down if not i'll forget...

06042006-while waiting for jona to finish his lessons, i had this meeting with zibin guomin alvin sinyan and huiyu cause we need to find something to sell for de recycling day or something like that...yupp...every class mus sell lorh...so ma fan...yahh...den after discussing we did homework and den FLASH! dis fork-loking lightning flashed and den this BIG boom came soon after...waah...pj almost flooded...it didn't cause we hav a VERY LARGE canal beside our school...but anyways...de rain falling from de roof was literally like a waterfall...yupp...we wanted to move cause de water was "affecting" us thought we were more than 50m away from de open ground on de second storey but alvin and i refused to cause it was so fun watching everyone below scatter about..haha...sadistic...

yahh...den jona came and helped me solve de stupid differentiation question[thankew very much] yahh...den he called his mama to fetch him frm de "flood" and since my papa wasn't free i decided to go to westmall with jona and his mama...i thought i was being very extra at first but den jona said his mama won't mind cause she thinks i'm his GIRLFRIEND! haha...so funny...but yahh...so we went and i ate veggie food...very interesting...vegetarian...haha...jona's mama very funny...shes like so blurr...but den again when she nags at him...its jus reallie funny...hahas...



OrChaRd bRinGs bAck MemORiEs
got caught by my discipline master today cause my skirt was too short...i was like...i gots long legs can...anyways...just scared that i got my CT teacher in trouble...scared that i cannot run for council anymore...i forgot to fill some of my teachers' names for de council form also cause i was rushing to hand it in...and now dey said that de deadline has been extended...siggghhh...

ANYWAYS...i'm not suppose to write today cause i'm suppose to study real hard but i gave up...physics tutorial...clueless...i seriously can't do it...so dead...sigghhh...life...its reallie okay...but when i think too much and demand too much and expect too much...my life becomes horrible...so i'll just live my day as it is...but seriously...i want the old sk to come back...sincerely as a friend...its sad...but then again even if he does i doubt it'll ever be the same...

TODAY i went to orchard road with jonathan to meet yamon and suyin...we had SUBWAY...yummie...love it when i eat subway with jona...its this comforting feeling...like things were how it used to be...yahh...i'm deceiving myself but who cares...as long as i feel better...


comfort zones...i have mine...and unfortunately...its in pjc...though many things has happened in pj which make me reallie upset...or rather cause of pj which has made me reallie upset...it is still where my comfort zone is...its weird but i could never imagine myself surviving alone in acjc...i'll be too far away...far away from jona...far way from my kind of life...though at times i reallie wish my daddy had just spoken to his friend and i'll be enjoying ac life...but i guess its not my type...like jona had said...we've done too many things together that we soon become dependent unknowingly...anyways... i FINALLY got to eat my LAO PO BING!!! i couldn't wait for jona to end so i could go to lot1 to buy de LAO PO BING...i kept expressing my crave for it in class and alvin was like" i want LAO GONG BING!!!" haha...so funny...and i stonned...lao gong bing? never heard of it before lorhh...haha...____________we're all under stress___________


LIFE AS IT IS
everyones working superly hard..well at least Alvin is...hes like all red cause of canoeing and he still has his assistant class manager duties to do while acting cute cause of his post...and yet do all these homework which we have...and i'm already complaining just cause of de homework...these few days...or rather today, he looked very exhausted and lost...yupp...poor dude...but its worth commenting...pei fu pei fu...yupp...i shld be working harder instead of stonning and being paranoid...had PE again today...it was okay...monday is a looonnnggg and breakless day...ahh...i miss my sec sch life...i miss de crazy days...i miss days which i know i'm still myself...i miss you...yupp...haven cried in a long while...i guess thats good?!
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aLL foR tHe sAkE oF LOVE
my papa...hes the best daddy in the world...that...i'm very sure of...of course he has shouted at me before...maybe even hit me with newspapers before but he always feels bad after doing so...whether it was right for him to punish us or not, hes always the one feeling the worse....i make his worry the most out of his three children because i somehow get myself into stupid situations and yet he smiles the most to me...

today...i went grocery shopping with him...and yahh...my papa does de grocery shopping [actually my maid does it] but he likes to roam around so ya...my mummys too busy anyways...yahh...and i was and still am craving for LAO PO BING...wahh...de ones in LOT1 ish like de yummiest!!! yahh...den i was telling him that i was craving for lao po bing den he said"okay lets go find" so we walked the whole turf city and i could tell he was tempted by all de chwee kuei and paos around but he won't eat until i found my lao po bing...and in de end we didn't find it. yupp...sad...but it was fun cause its been forever since i've spent such meaningful time doing such meaningless things...BUT...the time spent was meaningful...with my daddy...i've been such a horrible daughter...with sch and everything...de only time spent with my papa is silence in the car cause i'm too tired to say anything...yahh...and he helped my mummy pluck branches from the roadside when its super dark cause of her flower arrangement craze...yupp...he said" what to do?shes my wife"...
____________lao po bing crave!!!___________


I MISS OuR hiGh tEa daYs wHen It wAs JusT us AnD tHe VilLaGe aT HollAnD...


its sad...when you think about it and realise how much people change...its like you stare at the person and realise...ohmy...this is not the person i once knew...its like...just the shell of the person...the soul has been taken away...and its sad...cause it feels so foreign...thats how i feel...its like you look at the person and wonder if he/she feels comfortable...won't he/she feel weird...unless he/she reallie has changed...but you can't really blame the person...people DO change...like me...though i still trip over de evil chairs in pj...seriously..they're evil...i can trip like so many times in a day...and sure...i still forget things and get excited over typically nothing...but...i know i'm not the same...at least i feel that i'm not the same...i've just been having this weird feeling these few days...sighh...but then again...i'm not very sure lahh...i just keep thinking rubbish. yahh...

went to TIONG BARU PLAZA for lunch today after church...and its like a food haven there!!! lots of my favourite "rubbish" food...like long johns... XXL chicken...old chang kee...BUBBLE TEA!!!all de DIAN XIN stalls...wahh....felt like going for a food expedition at that moment...i think thats what i would like to do...go around the world tasting different kinds of food...soaking in different cultures...helping different people...

i feel like i'm not living my christian life the correct way...i confess...i do not think about GOD 24hrs a day when i'm doing everything that i do....maybe not even 12 hours a day...am i backsliding? hopefully not...i'll pray about it...its like...i used to be very close to GOD...when i was in sec3-4 then i reallie did not confide in him for a very long period of time because of certain matters...and now i'm thinking"would He want me back?" how could i have forsaken Him? i feel like a failure...
_______________just pack me in a suitcase and send me off to a nunnery____________


[heh heh...my favourit (: ]
[SMACK! haha...see la...throw twigs at me...dats wad you get!]
hahas...dats zhengliang giving me a superlarge sunflower (: satish's birthday flower lahh...haha..and i'm like "Oooo"




yet again one of my just realise feat...just realised todays first of april...times passing by reallie fast...just as i wish...i wish de alevels would hurry come i wish i can hurry get out of jc though i'll definately miss schooling life...i wish i'll understand all my math chem phy lectures i wish i just don't exist...though my life has been pretty good...good enough for me...if someone were to ask me if i'll die for jesus, i'll readily say "yesh!" not a sacrifice...i have lived a fufiling life though there are many more things i would like to do...learn scuba diving...go on a backpacking trip round europe with my best buds...shop like mad...help de people in africa...set up some children's society...yupp...typically thats all i have left in my to do list...

jona and zoe came to my house today...we were suppose to do our PI for our project work...our first received alevel paper...yupp...how exciting...anyways...we ended up talking for super long and zoe went all around my house being totally amused over all my family photos...haha...yupp...so nothing much done today...did my econs in de morning though...left with GP my still untouched PI and...nothing else? ohya...chem...arrgh...i MUST endure!!!

anyways...went to eat PePpEr LuNcH with my family minus sarah for dinner...yahh...and de women which consist of 4/5 of the family went shopping at MANGO [dennis yeo's fav shop for pj girls] yahh...nothing much for me...cause my closet is flooding anyways...yahh...my older sis wanted to buy dis $39 top which my mummy totally detested ...but she kindof did de famous sajiao thing dat my mummy just gave in though she still HATED the top...yahh...so hannah spent $99 at mango today and jeanna spent $0...yaye!!!haha...gonna get a custom-made Crumpler bag...if hannah ever remembers when she is in australia to help me custom make one...HOPEFULLY s she'll remember...offically gave up on buying a crumpler bag cause half of pj most prob has it...but den she said CUSTOM-MADE den i was like...get one for me and you can charge it to daddy's bill...very mean...i know...feel bad...so i guess i'll work and just pay it myself...yupp...*note to jona...i DIDN'T buy anything today orh...haha...BIG accomplishment...trying not to think bout certain things...but they just keep coming back to my head making me feel funny...sighh...i'm just weird...zoe said my brain is just filled with twirly flowers in lala land...I WISH...if only...i won't mind...reallie...cause pple with those kindof brains are de happiest...


i just realised i ran or rather walked and ran 18 rounds round de track this week...oh my...yahh...kevin ang's p.e...his most exciting part of the day; torturing us...oh wells...we won't die...we're strong people...haha...yupp...i was just thinking...pjc would be much more exciting with joel joy and michelle around...i reallie miss michelle...sighhhh...though zoe sinyan and guomin hav been reallie good companions as well...i wasted like...3and a half hours yesterday waiting for astro club to start...at least we've put a smile on Mr. kow's face...hes a reallie good teacher...best physics teacher not counting ms lee cause she is de ultimate physics guru...yupp...miss ms lee too...arrghhh...but i will survive cause de ultimate survivors are those who are able to adapt...yupp...so i will learn to adapt...eat sleep dream lecture notes...no idea why i'm in jc but since i'm here the only thing i can do is to work hard and enjoy myself as much as i can...yupp...been reallie forgetful lately...i forget at least one item a day...forgot my pencil box yesterday and i had to keep borrowing pen frm sinyan and zoe...so pai seh...haha...thanks anyways...hehe...ohya...i bought a saralee cake for my class pple who were born in march and feb cause i'm now de student welfare person...yahh...den we poured mini m&ms on it...so funny...den guomin and sinyan sang ALOT of birthday songs until de whole canteen at that time was reallie irritated by our class...haha..yahh