LOST-ED.
went to NUS yesterday to help out with the istana project...nothing much to do though...just stapling the pin mills together with a GIANT stapler!!
yepp...stayed until 5 plus den the mushroom called to say that he had nights out...told me tomeet him at queensway cause he wanted to visit his grandpa who is at alexandra hospital under observation...so i took a bus to holland v... and then took 105 thinking it goes to queensway...
BUT
it doesnt. and i got lost :/
quickly got off the bus before it went all the way into town...and i had to walk a LLOOONNNNGGG way before finding my 77 bus stop cause smellie mushroom told me to go home)):
and then 77 took so long to come...i wanted to kill somebody...siggghhh...
and stubborn mushroom insisted on coming to my house though he doesnt have any time...so he ran up the hill just to deliver my kaya waffle which i didnt want to eat at first cause i was angry(with no one?) but got tempted in the end...

anyways...i keep having nightmares these few days...
first i dreamt that alvin had to go overseas to study for 10 months leaving me behind
then i dreamt that my family was going on a holiday without me and i had to stay in some yucky hotel alone for three days)):
i think i'm having uniphobia...its like i'm not ready to start a new phase of life especially without the lot1 gang )):

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
do you know you're unlike any other
you'll always be my thunder((:


TRUST.
i just read my morning devotions and in it the writer said that when all goes well, no one actually remembers that it is God protecting us...and when there is tradegy, everyone asks" where is God?"
i'm glad, that whatever i have gone through in my life be it failures/meeting horrible people/not getting what i want/disappointments/breakups/whatever nonsense, i've NEVER questioned "where is God?". i always knew that his plan will unfold and there would be something greater for me((:

i find the need to share what i have gone through these past few months. apparently, on the first round of uni admissons, i got rejected by NUS NTU and melbourne u.
i'm glad that i have friends who really comforted me...yet, i held my stand that i did not go through the smellie A levels just to end up no where...

my papa was apparently more "kan chiong" than me...signed up for all de private unis which their admission fees amounted up to 200plus dollars...yet, i was not keened...i only knew that i wanted to go to NUS and i had to pray about it.

amazing enough, industrial design invited me back and gave me a place in NUS. i got into a course which rejected me and cannot be appealed for. I dont think it is a coincidence. do you?

edit/
i suddenly miss a certain someone alot )):
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there in the morning to pull you through


chasing rainbows.

happy couple((: according to shiya...haha


TWIMMING((: [talking and swimming]
<3 went twimming with sinyan today at de club ((: it was good exercise both physically and verbally.hurhur. talked...nonsense...dont know where we find all the nonsense to talk about but...((: haha...i guess thats why we're good friends((: yayeee...
yepp...went to have CHEEEEESE prata and roti john...yummyumm((: and then...we found a dessert shop in an indian restaurant...HAHA and ya so we practically ate back all the calories we burnt...if we even burnt any...HA!
anyways...
i've been trying to keep myself super busy from the 30th of june to 10th of july.
yepp...going to sentosa tmr to celebrate GOH SINYAN'S one and only NINETEENTH BDAE((:
cant wait...
4 more days...
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you((:
JIAYOU!!!


NUS SDE CAMP ((:

so....camp wasnt asbad as i thought it'd be((:
met reallie nice pple...especially my og mates and ogls...yeppp...
kindof excited bout uni life now...but quite scared...HAHA...
anyways....zahahaha-did has lots of hot pple ((: haha...check us out...wheeeee
yehhh...hope we'll have og outings and more bo charp talks((:

hope the dude is doing fine in brunei's lush greenery...
i miss you((: