i realised how dumb i have been...
went to JE library today with yamon den jonathan and kester came after that...we always meet up last minute de...so funny...anyways, yahh...and i realised that i've gotten partial fractions wrong for like 3 months? the feeling of realising that something you have believed in for so long is wrong is reallie terrible. i feel like a current has hit me.
yahh...on thurs mr dennis yeo gave us his funny talks again and said: if someone scolds pjc will you feel angry? yes i will. definately. i've given up so much for staying in pj-the risk of not getting the ideal a level results, the kind of lifestyle i'll have, the kind of friends i'll have. yet, pj took much more from me. the only thing i have is a sense of belonging i guess. house ex co? people don't really see how hard it is. getting people to join events...its like practically begging to no avail. oh wells...
i cannot ask for more in my life. i do wonder about things which has happened in my life but i guess i've never blamed God for anything cause he has given me much more. yupp...cause of that, i want to go help the cambodian children. not just by getting people to buy the donation thingys but by really going there and maybe help them. i'm serious. i think i'll join the SIF after my a levels. yepp...for now, PROMOS HERE I COME! haha...

i've given all that i thought i could give,
but maybe its not all i can give.Help Them.


THESE HANDS ARE MINE TO HOLD

curly fries!!! haha...i like curly fries for the simplest reason: they're curly!!! haha...miss the original A&W fries!!!

mugging for promos...yepp...but its not reallie working i guess...spent 4 hours in the library today...i'm turning into a nerd...hehe...
yahh...i kindof thought about it...no need to be upset, no need to have such weird indescribable feelings...memories are kept for a reason.
"some people are meant to love only one person, and i'm one of them"
hehe...duaahhh...(: decided to set a good example as a christian and be a better person for God. yupp...

funny happening of 13092006:
on the way to JE library for prof ian's study programme, prof ian ong stole junior jeanna's tortoise from kindergarden kester who stole it from junior jeanna. thus, junior jeanna went mad!!! you see, she thought she left it in the canteen in school...and so, she called alvin ng dongdong who was in school
jeanna: ALVIN! do you see my tortoise?
alvin: huh...wait i go see...
alvin: i don't think i see it eh...where it go...
jeanna: i don't know its missing...
alvin: HUH? NO! you cannot lose it! its very cute!!
:/ yepp...haha...so dong...but at least SOMEONE cares for my tortoise..hehe (:

-YOUR HANDS ARE MINE TO HOLD-


LESSON NO.1 TO BEING A HAPPIER PERSON:
-always forgive
-learn to look at people's strengths rather than flaws
-believe that God will always give you whats best for you
-just smile, it helps sometimes(:
-look at what you have now instead of pondering about things you WANT.
-think how much better off you are compared to others around the world.
-know that He will always love you.
-ignore kester and alvin ng's meaness

steve irwin died but i'm sure he does not have any regrets, having to accomplish almost everything he wanted to do. this made me think: i'm not doing what i WANT to do, i'm not living my life to the fullest.
i WANT to do something for this world, i WANT to save the starving children in Africa, yet, i have to live this life which was planned for me: study, get into the university, work like mad and support my family.
while there will be much to complain about, i've decided not to whine and complain about it. instead, i'll take it up as a challenge, study hard, get through with my As and start doing what i want before going into de university. yesh...i SHALL NOT retain. i want to contribute to the world like how steve irwin did but mabe not with crocs...i think land animals is just fine...(: i thank God for all he has given me. now its time i gave back.

ohyah...yamon and i met up today...like reallie last minute...and we went shopping with zoe (: haha...very fun...we went around trying clothes and we just walked and walked and walked...suppose to study though...but i guess its okay...its been a while since i went out with yamon...sighh...i miss those days...


courtesy of fabian soh...thanks dude! (:
"alvin!!!i found de heart jelly beanie!!!hahas..."

hehe...jellybean smiley!!!


So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

[[here goes]] nothing left to say, just glad you're here. cause thats what friends are for.

manymanymany funny things happened lately...of which, the not so funny things is that i keep getting hurt...as in physically lahh...u know...smashed fingers, knocks here and there...anyways...
ALVIN NG DONG DONG is like reallie mean!!! i;m sure its cause of the mixed influence of kester and alfred...yehh..must be...hhaha...anyways, i'm happy my class is back to normal...crazy. yehh...crazy is normal.
another thing...
jonathan...yehh...there was a period of time when it was just weird...like nothing to talk about...but i'm glad we're back to normal...we're just like floating around waiting for promos while de others are like going crazy...siggghhh...must jiayou le!!!