it's a COLOURFUL life i'm living.

Sunday, October 26, 2008 Y 4:20 PM

maybe its best for us to be bestfriends/bestbuds.
thanks for holding my hand when i was scared.
thanks for being with me when it was dark.
loving you a little less shouldnt be that hard right?
i'm sure i can do it.
(:
tired.

Saturday, October 18, 2008 Y 9:45 AM

(the viewing gallery and we saw no big planes only 3 pretty planes((: hur)

EUPHORIA!!! squueaakks

yepp alvin is finally back!!! yayeeeesss!!!
friday was a happy day so i decided to skip morning lesson(ID materials)!!! hurhur....
yepp so went to school to prepare for de architecture presentation and we had a totally INFORMAL, CRAZY, FULL OF ERRRMS presentation. it was fun i guess...yahh...
then went home to bathe and went off to the airport((:
i had to wait a FREAKING 30 mins for de stupid 156 to come!! was so tempted to call SBS...hurhur..."get that 156 ass here right now!!" HAH.
yepp so met sinyan at clementi and off we went!!!

yepp den came chinhow...hahaha....
he kept complaining about popeys but his complains are justifiable.
it wasnt all that great...maybe cause i ate their rubber fish instead of de all famous CHICKEN AND BISCUIT!!! hahahaha...
yepp so we walked around the airport...and kept making chinhow laugh cause sinyan and i were super crazy...hahaha

and we waited for super long for the super SLOW mushroom to come out...and his papa kept talking to chinhow (maybe cause hes de only one who understands him...) haha then we all went to macs with his papa and amanda for drinks(his papa insisted). and alvin's papa brought us(sinyan chinhow and i) to my house!! so nice...and in the car de guys kept talking as if they've known each other since forever...haha...we're all friendly people...

yepp...waiting for the pig to wake up before i make my way to see garry!!! hahaha...

FASTER WAKE UP LA MUSHROOM PIG!!!

We'll write a song, that turns out the lights

when both boy and girl, start suddenly shaking inside

don't waste your time, speed up your breathing

just close your eyes, we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

Monday, October 13, 2008 Y 9:33 PM

when monday blues get blown away.

YAYEEE!!!!
alvin messaged and called yesterday to report that he is back safely in his taiwan camp and is fine:DDD super smiles!!!!
hahhaa....now i'm not so worried....just looking forward to him coming backk!!! yayeeess!!
FOUR more days. yes, i'm still faithfully counting ((:

anyways...i found PERCY PIGLETS yesterday!!! omgg!! they are so cuteee!! and are much better for those who give in to these pink tempters....
you see, since thhey are smaller, you eat less at a time so...yepp!!! so cuteeee!!!

hurhur...and today's lesson was aboslutely fun eventhough i totally went to sch unprepared...
didnt read my emails...didnt read de exercise brief....my friend almost fainted trying to tell me what i had to do( look and sketch a pic of an animal and furniture)
but in de end it turned out well!!! look at my wire rabbit and miniature chair!!!
TOTAL COOLNESS!!! hurhur.
and de clay thingy are my buttons prototype( those press/push/twist kind) for another module but...i'm very happy with them...hahahaaaa....

i miss you bestfriend/kaypohmate/smelliemushroom/busridebuddy/longwalkmate/boyfriend.
its always because of you(:

Thursday, October 09, 2008 Y 9:17 AM

EIIGHTTT more days)):

i cant wait for tuesday to come so he can call and tell me that hes fine.

i cant wait for friday to come so he'll be back to punch those who bullied me.

i cant wait for him to commission and get his preetty sword and wear his preetty no.2((:

i better not hope for too much in case it all gets taken away.

I MISS YOU DUDE )):

faster come back )):

time is passing by so slowly that i could almost puke out everything thats inside me.

but i've got so many things to do at the same time.

hmmmph. life sucks without you ard )):

So I'll wait 'til kingdom come.
All the highs and lows are gone.
A little bit longer and I'll be fine.

Sunday, October 05, 2008 Y 7:32 PM

LOVE suffers long and is kind;
love does not envy;
love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;
does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;
does not rejoice in iniquity,but rejoices in TRUTH
bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things,endures all things.

SO, do we really love our friends as we should?
or is it just a passing remark. if so, why be friends?
Is your love for another strong enough?
if so, why do doubts and manipulations to prove that point exists?

is the world not fake enough that we have to experience drama to have a taste of such fakeness?
i feel like i'm in a reality drama and i want it to stop.

i love all my friends and i dont need to prove it.
i hope they feel the same way, or maybe not)):

Saturday, October 04, 2008 Y 12:09 PM

smiles.
i look around and everything seems like its breaking apart.
suddenly this world feels so fake.
just then...
alvin calls to say hes back from the forest.
that 3 minutes of hearing his voice made everything else fade.
just to know that he is safe made my day(:
3 minutes for once felt forever to me. the only hope i could hold on to.
this morning i thought to myself that hes just another person. someone with his own thoughts and feelings.
if we dont talk to each other anymore he'll just be another stranger.
but no, we're connected somehow and i know he'll be someone i can always trust and rely on.
someone who wont turn his cheek and be two faced.
i guess thats the difference when you've found your soulmate.

you find comfort that there is no manipulation, no fake smiles, no despondent feelings.
i'm glad that i have that pillar of strength((:
thankew GOD!!