Thursday, November 20, 2008 Y 2:54 PM

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

have we realised, that summer is long gone and cold winter is approaching?
have we realised that we're no longer 18 and adulthood is approaching?
have we truly wondered, where have all the laughter and deafening screams gone to?
its been one year since we've survived the "dreadful" Alevels.
did we forget that we did it together? that we rejoiced in the empty hall together?
so much has changed since we unknowingly became a clique. everything seems distorted.
are we going to fade away? i hope not. i miss everything about jc. i still do. uni exams is like taking A levels but only having two weeks to prepare 2 years of work. BLEH.

now, who forgot about out bottle?!?! lets be honest here.


last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY K!!! see how much you've changed!!! hurhur...only your heart remains the same huh...west coast park soon okays? i think i'll go there and play everyday when i move house...HAHA!

exohexoh, J.



Sunday, November 16, 2008 Y 4:11 PM

IN THE MIDST OF CHASING BEHIND YOU, i got lost.

GUESS WHAT?!?!
i found something very precious in cold storage!!!
KINDER SURPRISE!!!
omgg...they've been missing for ages!!! i was literally jumping for joy when i saw them...
so i bought one for alvin one for his meimei and one for myself((: YAYES!!!
but by the time i reached his house they were all dented)): i'm so laopok...
anyways...
ITS THE END OF SEM 1!!! yayes!!! but hello to exams)):

hmmm...been missing lectures to go swimming sushi buffeting and all the nonsense with the girls but I LOVE IT. i love them so much...hurhur...
i guess army has taught me to treasure your girlfriends and not stick to your bf...(very unconvicing)
anyways
dear smellie boy,
i think now i understand that friends are important. and whether you deny it or not, your friends are the most important. afterall you've known them for so long. i've only known you for less than 3years. we've gone through neither sweat or tears together either...i think its just time i wake up. from my lala world maybe, that there is no such thing as a special invisible connection.
(:
Lord, help me show this world
by my love, how much i owe.

edit/

so it dawned on me that things do happen without any reason.feelings can change and there is no explaination for it.it takes more than one hand to clap.and even if both do,they may miss each other and the clap wont happen.
i wish i had the courage to run to somewhere and never stop. to just live my own marathon.














Saturday, November 01, 2008 Y 9:35 PM

HOT DATE((:
watched HSM3 with sinyan and ch at vivo yesterday... it was suppose to be our(sinyan and i) hot date but i decided to be nice and told her to invite ch((: hurhur....
wanted to pon school but sinyan said"if you dont feel like going to sch den i also dont feel like going to watch movie with you le" omggg...super mama!!! hahahaha....
yehhh...so before waiting for ch to come we went shoppinggg!!! hurhur...look at my HOT TOP!!
looks yummie huh...i'll buy it when i get a better figure...haha...

yepp and then...we watched the movie...and i kept crying...cause of alot of things...almost everything made me cry...its like us graduating one year ago...just that we didnt have pretty robes to wear and nice hats to fling into the sky....blame the government for taking us for granted!!! but it reminded me of OUR BOTTLE. omgg...i miss pj...and our lot1 gang...now everyones off their own way)):

i was thinking...maybe i should have gone away to study...maybe then people would appreciate my prescence more...or maybe i've not put in enough effort to be remembered. hmmm...


our crazy jumpshots...
smellie boy,

Let it rain, let it pour

What we have is worth fighting for

I know I believe That we were meant to be,

Yeah,It's like catching lightning

The chances of finding someone

Like you (Like you)It's one in a million

The chances of feeling the way

We (we do) do

And with every step together

We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance?

lets do it.

for once, i didnt want to read your msg a second time. for once, my heart felt like it stopped beating...for once, to run away seemed like the best solution.

but, you said it all, we'll get through this together. (:

maybe, God's love is good enough for me.