i'm wasting my time...doing things i don't want to do...for instance; studying...yahh...no passion for studying...what shall i do? i have no choice...jay chou songs are my jinx...i like listening to them...but they always make me sad...does he have depression too...why keep writing sad songs?...i think i have completely lost it...trying to keep it all together and say yesh i'm fine...but maybe i'm not...i'm allergic to changes i guess...yes...i'm not a survivor...i don't adapt well..i can pretend i'm adapting well but i know it myself...i hate emotions cause its emotions which brings me down...i shouldn't be so weak i know...but everyone has their days...yahh...don't know what i'm doing now...for whom?for what...sounds like GP...haha...
WHAT USED TO BE OUR BAND OF HOPE
don't stop here.i've lost my place...
i'm close behind


fat tortoise