its been one month since...
i've last seen you smile from your heart
i've last heard your heartbeat
i've last heard your voice
i've last held your hand
i've last felt your warmth
where'd you go i miss you so seems like forever since you've been gone...please come home now[fort minor]
but i guess it all doean't matter anymore as we move on with our lives...i guess as long as it makes you happy i shouldn't bother either...
its stupid...the way emotions run...the way others live affect our lives and carves out a path for us...hmm...anyways...went to westmall with jona and zoe today...just went to popular den we rotted at coffee bean and den mac...i miss going to westmall with qiqi and yumei...its weird...its as if i'm dead and i'm recalling memories...oh wells...hehe...yahh...zoe and i were counting...no calculating which age we want to get married...and my stand stays firm...24!! haha...and zoes like and what age do you expect your husband to be? its sad...guys hav to go army den by the time thay are sucessful in their careers it would be like 30 years of age...
wells...i think its better getting married at a younger age...your child would have more exciting and hyper parents...dats good...haha...i've decided! i'm going to spoil my child...haha...but not excessively...duhh...dats all...time to mug...maths econs chem...i'm just taking it as if a sucidal person takes pills...note to self: smile! ((: MY GOD LIVES!!!