with Him i'm not alone, for Jesus saved me.
i have stepped into a world where decisions would never last for a minute. As much as i have tried to set my mind on doing certain things, i would have doubts and i would constantly think back.However, i've decided not to waste my life being upset, holding on to things which would never come back. Anyways, i watched 13 going on 30 today on HBO...like any teenager, jenna wished to be popular and have a perfect life...well, she got it, with a large wardrobe and a job anyone would crave for. but shes missed out on the important things in life and is typically a bitch herself. i thought about it, and i guess i have changed my perspective on life. i don't think being able to buy clothes off a ralph lauren runway is desirable anymore. i guess just being with someone you're comfortable with, someone you have a special relationsip with, is good enough. thats why they say that poor people are able to be de happiest pple as well...
jonathan- don't ever leave me behind. or rather, don't ever let me abandon our friendship. you can just be thick-skinned and shout at my face to wake me up...i won't mind. i don't want to wake up being a thirty-yr old who was a bitch to her own best friend...honestly i don't know what will happen to us in the future, where we'll be working, how many times a week we'll be talking to each other...so we have to always treasure the ties we have...