i don't need love anymore i already love two men: ben and jerry (:
To a certain someone: i don't find any reason to be upset because of you anymore
i don't find myself searching for answers for your actions anymore
i don't find myself holding on to the memories
i don't find hope in getting you back
i've learnt to let you go...into the sunset across the horizon
Emotionalday-went to suyin's house today...lots of memories came back...just the thought that there won't be anymore swimming pool for us to pull yamon into and no more gym to crap around in, really gets to me...however, i feel that God has been good to me...right down to my daily needs and activities...yahh...hes done his part...thankew God (: in addition, he has given me the best family members and good friends specially one who i can sit in the swimming pool with just looking at rain drops making ripples while waiting for the big storm to come...yes...thats what we do...its not with anyone that you can have silent moments yet not feel awkward...we just sat there...two people in complete silence...yet there was comfort...for how long it will last?how much more obstacles can our friendship withhold? does it matter? i'm just living the moment...enjoying and treasuring what i have. To die tomorrow, won't scare me.
---------------time, where did you go...why did you leave me here, ALONE-----------