i'll always look back, as i walk away
this memory will last, for eternity
and all of our tears,will be lost in the rain
as i find my way back, to your arms again.

had alot of things to write about intially but i kindof forgot. I guess i'm pretty tired of life right now though i do enjoy it. yehh...its just reallie hectic and i guess it would be good if i had one month of hibernation but its impossible cause
1)my june holiday is NOT a holiday at all
2)i most probably die of bordem sleeping for so long
anyways...yahh...kester says i'm reallie good at avoiding people...especially sk...its true i guess...not that i want it that way but my reaction just responds that way...maybe cause i find it funny saying hi to someone who just told me that he has changed...sometimes i wonder...maybe when school reopened i didn't avoid him then maybe we'll still be friends now...or maybe he reallie just doesn't care anymore....anyways...there were memories worth remembering but memories make me sad so i think i'll just lock them up somewhere first and maybe in the future when i can control my emotions better i'll be able to think of them and smile again.
-forgot to add: joels a reallie nice friend to talk to...yupp...you'll be in my prayers dude!
its not that i have not let go, its just that emotions get to me easily.