thunder in the morning allows me to be thankful for the roof over my head-just came back from meiling's birthday party...yahh it was reallie fun...we played childish games in the playground until we all went crazy...reliving our childhood days..yehh...sadly we're growing older...wasn't it nice just sitting infront of the tv watching cartoons while worrying about the orange seed which you just swallowed thinking a tree would grow out of your nostrils the next day? it is such innocence that we can never get back again...sad but life has to go on...went running in the morning...only ran three rounds though...went to jonathan's house for de first time since i've known him and nope...it didn't shock me though his shower water was reallie cold...yeshh...de stadium didn't have showers!!!lousy!!!wheres de worker's party?!

anyways...i'm pretty irritated that everyone thinks that i need a maid everwhere i go...its like whenever i say i live in sixth avenue everyone gives me that funny look...i'm still a normal person like everyone else...except...i'm broke most of the time...yeshh...seriously...apparently my parents either think that school food is still $1 per meal or they think i'm fat and don't need to eat much...yahh...met baranee on de train yesterday and i was carryin my pink nike bottle den he was like" why you still using this bottle?" and i'm like why can't i use it? den he was like"i thought that other person also has one[referring to sk]" and i'm like so? den he was like hint hint and i'm like wads your problem la...i bought de bottle way before sk bought his and even if we bought it together doesn't mean that you break up den you stop using it right...to think of it now...my mentality is just if you decide to give up on something just give it up...stop playing games...being friends is good isn't it...so i don't know wads with the avoidence and all...maybe its me also but...oh wells...