Thursday, June 01, 2006 Y 8:06 AM

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

and tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me
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Heard this song on Singapore idol yesterday...its super touching...yahh...but i couldn't cry...and as usual i did my usual thinking and i decided that my other half would be someone who has to be able to sing. however such expectations would not be love anymore cause when you love someone you take in all his flaws. anyways, i conclude that my heart is numb. yupp...cause eventhough i have lots of eye candies and all, i don't reallie bother to like them or something...aiyah i don't know what i'm saying...
yahh...jona keeps talking about how his classmates think we're together...tuesday was the third time he said"jeanna, you know alot of my classmate thinks we're together?" what am i suppose to do?! stop talking to you ahh...aiyo...anyways..jona and i...we're the bestest of the bestest friends...if i was an outsider, i would think that if these two kids were to be together in the future it would be perfect. i think alot of other people think so too...but now we are at this stage whereby it doesn't reallie matter...i don't know...but to me, i'd rather not take any risk to destroy this nice friendship. if i t was meant to be then it will happen if not...i'd rather it remain this way (: [correct me if i'm wrong jona]] but i'm afraid that he'll find a girlfriend and abandon me..haha...

the feeling of wanting to cry but you can't, is terrible.