[my class rawks the hardest!]












[the only thing to be proud of]

nice things first: went to town with clement and jonathan after the investiture on wed...sorry jonathan for waiting sooo lonnng...yupp...ate at yoshi and ate yummie icecream. most prob the best day for my getting-worse days...
things to do: meet up with de ex cos and plan activities
-make house ex co and class tee
-keep pestering michael kwok for an ex co room
-studying like mad
-stop going out
-smile once in a while
decided not to blog so frequently already...yepp...no time...i did very badly for my mid-years...yahh...and apparently everyone is disappointed with me...what makes me sad is the disappointment...i kindof expected my results...so yahh...i mean...can't my parents just leave me to do my things and not make such a big fuss? i mean...they should just not get so uptight...they wanted me to go jc and so i went. they wanted me to be exactly like my older sister and i'm trying. however, theres nothing i can do if we simply have different genes. when will they ever accept the fact that i'm less intelligent less hard working as her? i'm myself.
i'm reallie sorry to zoe sinyan and jonathan for irritating you all...i sincerly apologize. i think jona kindof freaked out or maybe just thought i was dumb cause i don't think hes ever seen me like this before. life is seriously hectic but it doesn't stop just because you are tired.

waiting for you is like waiting for 67
slow, tiring and a waste of time
but the delight when it arrives
makes it all worth it.

i'm tired being me.