i'm sorry, thats all i can say.

sports meet- not exactly what i expected at all...it seemed impossible to hype up nobel house. maybe we're not good enough, maybe we're just some clowns to some poeple but we're just two of us. we're humans only. i know we were unprepared and it doesn't help that i can't seem to find de cheerleaders at all. maybe we just didn't bond our house close enough. less than half of de poeple there were J1s...i don't know...we are so new to this, no seniors to help at all and all de house ex cos are taking part in events cause no one wants to help the house at all. we really need to inculcate a better house spirit within the J1s but how? i've shouted, i've pleaded. if thats not enough, i can only say sorry and try harder next time. to have people give you a "thats super weird" look at something you've spent 4 hours working on isn't exactly very polite either but...humans are humans. i'm so exhausted i fell down while walking down my stairs. whatmore do you want? cause of nobel, there was sweat and tears. would you like my blood too? i'm sure there are others who worked harder than me...i don't know...besides sorry, i don't know what more to say.


I gotta let you go
It's you
There's nothing I can do



Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye
[Chorus:]I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights,
wrong or right
Goodbye
[ashelyparkerangel]


THE HILLS-best show ever...
the mistake i'll never regret; you.

8th august2006-had national day celebration...it was okay i guess...but it was a blast at the end....yupp...house ex cos on self-highness whatever that means...haha...anyways, went to hav lunch with kester zoe xx florence jane alvin and alfred. and i got laughed at AGAIN for a reason i shall not say...
papa going to DUBAI again tonight...no one to pester me about what time i'll be home, no one to fetch me home, no one to rescue me from distress, no one to smile at me, no one to scold me for the stupid things i do. i have to face it, its time i grew up. TRYING very hard. yeshh...jc has made me learn to grow up but its not working on eme. i'm so dead. specially dedicated to my papa:

I"LL MISS YOU!