i'm sorry, thats all i can say.

sports meet- not exactly what i expected at all...it seemed impossible to hype up nobel house. maybe we're not good enough, maybe we're just some clowns to some poeple but we're just two of us. we're humans only. i know we were unprepared and it doesn't help that i can't seem to find de cheerleaders at all. maybe we just didn't bond our house close enough. less than half of de poeple there were J1s...i don't know...we are so new to this, no seniors to help at all and all de house ex cos are taking part in events cause no one wants to help the house at all. we really need to inculcate a better house spirit within the J1s but how? i've shouted, i've pleaded. if thats not enough, i can only say sorry and try harder next time. to have people give you a "thats super weird" look at something you've spent 4 hours working on isn't exactly very polite either but...humans are humans. i'm so exhausted i fell down while walking down my stairs. whatmore do you want? cause of nobel, there was sweat and tears. would you like my blood too? i'm sure there are others who worked harder than me...i don't know...besides sorry, i don't know what more to say.