Saturday, September 16, 2006 Y 9:03 PM

i realised how dumb i have been...
went to JE library today with yamon den jonathan and kester came after that...we always meet up last minute de...so funny...anyways, yahh...and i realised that i've gotten partial fractions wrong for like 3 months? the feeling of realising that something you have believed in for so long is wrong is reallie terrible. i feel like a current has hit me.
yahh...on thurs mr dennis yeo gave us his funny talks again and said: if someone scolds pjc will you feel angry? yes i will. definately. i've given up so much for staying in pj-the risk of not getting the ideal a level results, the kind of lifestyle i'll have, the kind of friends i'll have. yet, pj took much more from me. the only thing i have is a sense of belonging i guess. house ex co? people don't really see how hard it is. getting people to join events...its like practically begging to no avail. oh wells...
i cannot ask for more in my life. i do wonder about things which has happened in my life but i guess i've never blamed God for anything cause he has given me much more. yupp...cause of that, i want to go help the cambodian children. not just by getting people to buy the donation thingys but by really going there and maybe help them. i'm serious. i think i'll join the SIF after my a levels. yepp...for now, PROMOS HERE I COME! haha...

i've given all that i thought i could give,
but maybe its not all i can give.Help Them.