i found a reallie sad song): its getting to me. yepp.

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
my minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted on this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,It ends tonightIt ends tonight.
A falling star least I fall alone.I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
Your finding things that you didn’t knowI look at you with such disdain

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.

[ita weird how people can so naturally be selfish and ignorant. i guess its human nature. but its sad though, to see such things happening. thats whats wrong with this world.]


Him and herLife is turned.
The day I knew you would leave I can barely breath
Can you hear me scream
O-o-o thrown in all directions
You epitome of perfection
She's lost her will, time is standing still
He walks, her, home Now he walks a-lone
The days they turn into years The eyes they drown in tears
Can you hear me scream
The way we are the way they were(It's just a shadow of what's wrong)
The time with you the time is stirred(I love you for , so long)
The hearts they turn, they turn away(she says to go please don't you cry)
Love lost was found, night turns to day
Time is standing still
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it need not be messaging everyday or a call a day to know that you're being cared for.
it need not be sweet chocolates or a bunch of roses to know you're being loved.
little actions and short sentences are obvious.
its just that simple, just that innocent.
theres nothing much to a happy ending. (:
thankew for being here.


i've come to realise that all good things come to an end.
the day it struck me that my older sister would be leaving us for half a year got to me.I never thought i'd be that upset since hannah would only be going for a few months.But yesterday was a real struggle for me. worse of all, it was the last day of orientation. i had to be happy, had to be high. Eventhough i'm not at home most of the time but i do feel the absence of Hannah. reading her blog about how horrrible it feels to be there alone. its not as easy as taking a bus or even cab home. i cant imagine...no mummy, no daddy, no family, no friends. i really admire those who survive going overseas.yahh...
it typically applys to everything. even orientation. in a blink of an eye it has ended. where will i be this time next year? what will become of me? i used to ponder about such thoughts and even thought of planning on what i intend to do. but now, i have learnt, to leave everything to God. ultimately, he knows whats best for us. (: hannah jiayou! hannah jiayou!!!!
no one knows how deep blood runs
or how far ones love can go
all in all we'll come to know
the ones who love us most.


yaye!!! new blogskin!!! hahas...
orientation has been a blast!!! yepp!!! squad 8 has been a bundle of joy (: hahas...all very nice people!!! eventhough its like reallie hard to get the girls to cheer...haha...
de pass two days have been very tiring...waking up so early and sleeping so late...yupp but its worth it cause orientation wasn't a bore to tell you the truth i wanted more...hahas....

special thanks to ian kester alvin for waiting for zoe and i until very late though lessons end super early!!! yaye...
yesterday alvin ian zoe and i had "last day of christmas" dinner...haha...claypots at lot1 food court!! haha...

though i have lost most probably the most important thing last year, i have gained much unreplacable friendships and memories as well. i just got reminded if the times when after PE we would go to de basketball court to play hand tennis[due to having tennis balls but not tennis rackets] or the times when we skipped lectures...even the times when we had to run away from moley...haha...yepp...you all never fail to make me look forward to going to school ((:
lets all jiayou for de A levels!!!JIAYOU!

and i will soar on wings like eagles
held by the hand of God
i will run and not grow tired
when on his name i call
for the Lord is never weary
his ways are beyond my thoughts
i will trust in him with all my heart (:

-i never stopped smiling ever since


its 2007!!! wheee....
finally. one step closer to the end of A levels...can't wait!!!
but i'm afraid...that i can't make it. i'm very much certain that i have wasted my holidays as i really haven't started studying...sighh...anyways...theres alot i want to do after de a levels...
i want to go thailand and cambodia to help de people there and experience their culture at de same time...yepp...whee...haha...
i realised that i'm actually much more fortunate than many others.
and i have to thank God for that.
i've realised that he has never let me down in any way (: yepp...
so i shall spread his kindness to more people!! yepp!!
2006 has left me with alot of mixed feelings. the most special as well as the most sadden feelings came to me that year. but i shall not hasten in my journey ahead for God will provide for me.

anyways...my mummy bought some raffles card thingy so we will be having more yummy dinners at pretty places!! whee...good food...but i don't reallie see why she bought de card but oh wells...yaye...going to steakhouse for dinner...((: