Wednesday, January 10, 2007 Y 11:39 PM

i've come to realise that all good things come to an end.
the day it struck me that my older sister would be leaving us for half a year got to me.I never thought i'd be that upset since hannah would only be going for a few months.But yesterday was a real struggle for me. worse of all, it was the last day of orientation. i had to be happy, had to be high. Eventhough i'm not at home most of the time but i do feel the absence of Hannah. reading her blog about how horrrible it feels to be there alone. its not as easy as taking a bus or even cab home. i cant imagine...no mummy, no daddy, no family, no friends. i really admire those who survive going overseas.yahh...
it typically applys to everything. even orientation. in a blink of an eye it has ended. where will i be this time next year? what will become of me? i used to ponder about such thoughts and even thought of planning on what i intend to do. but now, i have learnt, to leave everything to God. ultimately, he knows whats best for us. (: hannah jiayou! hannah jiayou!!!!
no one knows how deep blood runs
or how far ones love can go
all in all we'll come to know
the ones who love us most.