headache Vs heartache avenue. the head wins.
its been a bad day, typically.
we got "chased" out of the tennis court cause they had "training" according to the tennis coach.
then while dragging myself home, when 985 was reaching qiqi's house busstop i saw 77 infront. so, i quickly got down the 985 and ran to the 77 door but APPARENTLY the uncle didn't see me, closed the door and drove away.
i totally hate myself for being such a toot.
tupid uncle. i almost cried. thats how much i like to cry okay.
i needed someone to save me from that tupid tupid moment.
but i was too tired to even message anyone.
arrrrgggghhhh.

you don't know how many times i check my phone for your messages.(:


i can't explain myself at all.
zoe keep asking me why and i didn't know how to answer her eventhough i very well knew the reason...
its messy full stop.
on a lighter note, i think its better this way ((:
i found a new korean show to watch!!!
The vineyard man.
all thanks to yamon...hahas...
the goong girl is starring in it thats why (:
one more thing to add to my wail my time away list.

now i'm on my own side,its better than being on your side.


97 days to the a levels and here i am being a pig at home.
one day of being sick and having the privilledge to wake up late is tempting me.
i don't feel like going back to the world of homework, redundant mugging and worrying.
shit.
97 days. i realise, i'm so dead.
i'm super thirsty yet i can't drink more than a tiny bit of water if not i'll puke it all out.
i think my stomach is yearning for food but all i can eat is sour gummy worms.
a pile of unfinished hw is waiting for me but all i wish to do is to watch morning cartoons.
i'm so dead.

i don't think you're ready, to bother about anyone else but yourself.


I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

pretty nice song(: nick lachey sang it when he got married to jessica simpson.
but when you think about how they both end up, its pretty sad.
makes me wonder if people actually take their lives seriously.
as in, if they actually treasure every special moment they have and hold the promises they have made.
thank you anyways for bluetoothing it (:
i'm pretty sure he enjoys laughing at my intelligence :X hmmph.smellie smelly smellie.


I WANNA BE YOUR ROMEO, HEY JULIET.
i think, you're fine, maybe ,someday, you and me can runaway(:

had yummie yummie tangyuan today!!! yaye...
4 more months and i refuse to believe its getting lesser each day.
i'm going to be flooded with tuitions for my limited intelligence.
no time for anything more.

its scary to realise that unexpected people read your blog. haha...

indomitable spirit. thank you Mr.Tan Say Pin.

those are the teachers we'll remember.

watched potter today((: movie was nice except for the fact that they cut off too many parts. neverthless, it was okay (:

oh no. i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

dang. one more disappointment today. whats wrong with me.
i decided not to anti-alfred considering that pple make fun of him too (: hah.


Gospel rally followed by holicks ice cream from island creamery ((:

gospel rally today made me realise how far i've strayed from God. how much people can give up just to do things for God.
how abraham was willing to give up his son which he cherished so much cause God told him to do so. his obedience paid off. his son was returned to him.
how much time have i wasted.

you took the fall,
and thought of me
above all.

Seeing that a bee was disturbing his son, a father allowed the bee to sting his thumb.
when his son questioned his actions the father said
son, now that the bee has stung me, it can no longer sting you.
just like how jesus took our place on the cross.

i prayed for you countless times, wanting God to give you what you hoped for.
in the end, it didn't happen.
cause i wasn't seeking God for the right reason.
no more disappointment from you.


070707: HAPPIE BIRTHDAE SINYAN!!!!
its something unpredictable but in the end its right, i hope you have the time of your life.
We missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end.




LETS COMMIT INTELLECTUAL SUCIDE.
the giant MENTOS: it was so huge they had to store it outside their house.
JULY
truthfully, i ever wanted july to hurry come. despite the fact that midyears would be drawn nearer and the dreadful results would be made known to me.
but now i dread JULY.
i don't know. i never expected it to be so soon.
its too messy.
i do not know what to do.

lets just be merry like kindergarden kids. (: