Gospel rally followed by holicks ice cream from island creamery ((:

gospel rally today made me realise how far i've strayed from God. how much people can give up just to do things for God.
how abraham was willing to give up his son which he cherished so much cause God told him to do so. his obedience paid off. his son was returned to him.
how much time have i wasted.

you took the fall,
and thought of me
above all.

Seeing that a bee was disturbing his son, a father allowed the bee to sting his thumb.
when his son questioned his actions the father said
son, now that the bee has stung me, it can no longer sting you.
just like how jesus took our place on the cross.

i prayed for you countless times, wanting God to give you what you hoped for.
in the end, it didn't happen.
cause i wasn't seeking God for the right reason.
no more disappointment from you.