it's a COLOURFUL life i'm living.

Friday, August 31, 2007 Y 10:46 PM

first of all,
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!
the teachers day concert today made me realise that we are coming to an end of our journey.
this IS the last lap and our teachers have very graciously followed us through with much tolerance.
thankew. Ms Ng, Mdm.Goh, Ms Wong, Mr.Kum, Mr.Kow and Mr.Koh(:

a song sang during the concert today made me regain much lost memories.
your guardian angel-the red jumpsuit apparatus
reminded me of
the times you held my hand while crossing the road.
the times you'll quietly sing songs which always made me cry
the times you never fail to make me smile.
the times we just laze around talking about things i can't recall
the times you gave me heartache
and getting away with it through a hug.
thankyou for such a wonderful experience.
yet, it is a thin line between missing you and missing the good times.
i experienced the latter today. (:

Wednesday, August 29, 2007 Y 5:28 PM

we'll make the Great Escape.

i love my baby(:

flowers and candles placed beneath a tree,
the burnt charcoal black wall.
stood a pink lady weeping,
her composure left far behind.
amidst the tale of tears
we hardly understand
hard driven for temporal fufilment
we learnt not to cherish.

do you need a bang to realise how much you have?

shutting you out.

you make me miss chickenrice boy. nonsense.

Thursday, August 23, 2007 Y 6:01 PM

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much i need you right now?

i have no idea how to put it to you.
i don't know what you're thinking and what you intend to do.

snapped by a click, i don't do well with reality.
its subtleness creeps behind me
for every step i take, it haunts me.
keep breathing cause nothing else stops.

what are hearts meant for?
wishful thinkings and insolent feelings.
sense the frustration.

Saturday, August 18, 2007 Y 12:57 PM

i've never learnt to appreciate my house until today(:

ope's haven

papa's coke collection

mummy's tea area which never finds the time to use.

2 weeks to prelims and after that one month to a levels. this time capsule of mugging and oblivious passing of weeks will soon put an end to 2007.

theres so many things i ought to be thankful for.

(: i've learnt to cherish fond memories instead of harping on disappointments. yepp.

even if it means his indifference.

i guess i will never understand love.

so forgive me if i don't get your intentions.

I'll sing to You Lord

A hymn of Love

For Your faithfulness to me

I'm carried in everlasting arms

You'll never let me go

lets just hold on to what matters most.

Saturday, August 11, 2007 Y 10:35 AM

i totally owned the place(:

its eating into me; i reallie miss those times. suuyiiinnn!!! whheerreee are yooouuu?!?!

mummy, tell me about love.

I'm holding on waiting for your call

it's simple but I can't explain this

I'm sinking down I feel like I could die

I'm falling off

I don't know why I still believe it

when you say

it's another perfect day another perfect day

So I might try to leave it all behind

I know tomorrow's not so bright now

I'll say goodbye cause nothing good can last(you wear and figured no where fast)

and today I don't know how to keep it all inside

but I guess I'll let it slide

Today I don't know why

I thought that it was real

but I guess it's no big deal

watched rush hour 3 yesterday reallie funny(:

flooded with uncertainties.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 Y 3:21 PM

no blooming flowers. no well-designed belgium chocolates. In the midst of the whole world she takes a step back. How? When? Why? No one can tell her, not even a silent answer. Her mind is in a swirl, no different from any fury hurricane. Theres no way of getting across to the other, no way of weaving through. She feels like letting go, of this loathsome retrospection.To be indifferent, altogether.
bite that.

dang. someone ate my hello panda ):
and nobody wants to go watch de national day parade with me ):
GREAT. what nice friends i have.

oh wells.

Friday, August 03, 2007 Y 7:02 PM

class of 2007(:
i've just realised that many many many manyy people most probably think i'm super super sad cause of all my emotional posts and whinning.
actually, i'm not (:
its just cause my blog is for for emotional rantings and complaining and and and occasional happy events (: usually i forget to blog bout de happy stuff...heh... yepp.
so no worries, i'm fine.
assembly today was pretty lame but it has motivated me a tinsy bit.yepp...
a level people jiayou!!!!
neyo:
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

this is as depressing as it will get (:

you, me and the world at our hands.
have you ever wondered how much your little actions mean to me(: