my mind is starting to wander
and i don't think my heart is ready.
it hurts that i know nothing of you
and that it does not bother you
i feel like a fool waiting for your message
and you had to tell me that you reply whenever you're sick of studying
my heart sinks when i have wishful thinkings and you shatter them
yet,i have no right to expect anything from you
letting go won't be that hard would it?
theres nothing much to hold on to anyway. i guess.
shit. all these thoughts one week before the a levels.
great. now whos to blame.

till 30 days later...
bye.


decided to change blogskin. its emo time!!!

our lives as students would eventually end on 20th nov 2007.
what will i be able to say of it?
i will, in fact, long for it. very very much.
despite all the assignments, disappointing grades and flustered cramming.
i have, found much more in the countless days i've walked through the gates of pioneer junior college.
first, the people who WILL make it possible;teachers. care and concern of our teachers cannot be measured merely by grades or statistics.
they are truly rare gems yet to be fully appreciated and valued by our pragmatic govt.
no doubt, we love them to the core.
the days which we sit on the blue chairs and tables; often taken for granted.
it would never be the same when we revisit.
no longer pioneers but pioneer's alumni.
06s22 followed me through the relentless rounds round the track, the hours of boring lectures,
the never-ending one and a half long periods.
somehow, their unfaltering determination kept me going as well.
our happy times of skipping lessons to play silly games and poker cards WILL not be forgotten.
our occasional or rather very frequent screech and screams would linger and will be dreamed of every night.
the indecisiveness of the kopitiam uncles and lot1 aunties causing us to block all forms of walkways would be a rare sight in the future. (hooray for all the shop owners)
will we still be able to meet up in our clique of 10 (sometimes 11 when himbo bro joins) in the future?
its really getting to me.
thats why i'm writing this instead of writing my GP essay.
waste of time? maybe...but truly worthwhile.
for s22.(:
i'll miss everyone, every moment, every taste of our class.
lets all work hard together ya?! ((: