my mind is starting to wander
and i don't think my heart is ready.
it hurts that i know nothing of you
and that it does not bother you
i feel like a fool waiting for your message
and you had to tell me that you reply whenever you're sick of studying
my heart sinks when i have wishful thinkings and you shatter them
yet,i have no right to expect anything from you
letting go won't be that hard would it?
theres nothing much to hold on to anyway. i guess.
shit. all these thoughts one week before the a levels.
great. now whos to blame.

till 30 days later...
bye.