smiles.
i look around and everything seems like its breaking apart.
suddenly this world feels so fake.
just then...
alvin calls to say hes back from the forest.
that 3 minutes of hearing his voice made everything else fade.
just to know that he is safe made my day(:
3 minutes for once felt forever to me. the only hope i could hold on to.
this morning i thought to myself that hes just another person. someone with his own thoughts and feelings.
if we dont talk to each other anymore he'll just be another stranger.
but no, we're connected somehow and i know he'll be someone i can always trust and rely on.
someone who wont turn his cheek and be two faced.
i guess thats the difference when you've found your soulmate.

you find comfort that there is no manipulation, no fake smiles, no despondent feelings.
i'm glad that i have that pillar of strength((:
thankew GOD!!