IN THE MIDST OF CHASING BEHIND YOU, i got lost.

GUESS WHAT?!?!
i found something very precious in cold storage!!!
KINDER SURPRISE!!!
omgg...they've been missing for ages!!! i was literally jumping for joy when i saw them...
so i bought one for alvin one for his meimei and one for myself((: YAYES!!!
but by the time i reached his house they were all dented)): i'm so laopok...
anyways...
ITS THE END OF SEM 1!!! yayes!!! but hello to exams)):

hmmm...been missing lectures to go swimming sushi buffeting and all the nonsense with the girls but I LOVE IT. i love them so much...hurhur...
i guess army has taught me to treasure your girlfriends and not stick to your bf...(very unconvicing)
anyways
dear smellie boy,
i think now i understand that friends are important. and whether you deny it or not, your friends are the most important. afterall you've known them for so long. i've only known you for less than 3years. we've gone through neither sweat or tears together either...i think its just time i wake up. from my lala world maybe, that there is no such thing as a special invisible connection.
(:
Lord, help me show this world
by my love, how much i owe.

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so it dawned on me that things do happen without any reason.feelings can change and there is no explaination for it.it takes more than one hand to clap.and even if both do,they may miss each other and the clap wont happen.
i wish i had the courage to run to somewhere and never stop. to just live my own marathon.